Saturday 30 November 2013

ALOHAAAAAA! ;)

YE-ASH. OFFICIALLY here to pronounce I'm back to blogging for good :D

And HAPPY SATURDAY everyone! Last day of November... say whaaaat!

Leave youse here for a quoteee~

"It is always up to us, either to get lost in darkness or sparkle and show light to others."

Friday 29 November 2013

No one has the right to judge you, they may have heard things, but they feel less than what you experienced.

Thursday 28 November 2013

Bonjour everyonee! ^.^

Did a post on YOP like few minutes ago, if you haven't seen, go check it out: CLICK ME! :D It's basically a summary of today.

Photo of the day~



















What we had at MeetFresh today.... so gooood! :D



















Awwww and le bro is at his dinner dance.... so cute in his suit and bowtie XD ahhh how I missed school :') *could've post a pic of him but he doesn't want his pic to show up on my blog /shy/ haha*

Since I had some free time before, I answered all the questions already from the 10th November post - CLICK ME, so check them out if you asked questions there ages ago!

Oh and *drum rolls* good news for y'all! I will be back to blogging (daily) on Saturday! :D YAY! Moreover, to think of it, Christmas is like just around da corner, dayuuum this year has gone fast! :P

Toodles!

Love,
Velene xoxo
Sometimes you just have to jump out the window and grow wings on the way down.

Wednesday 27 November 2013

It doesn't matter who hurt you, or broke you down, what matters is who made you smile again.

Tuesday 26 November 2013

A true friend is someone who perceives the pain in your eyes while the others believe the grin on your face. 

Monday 25 November 2013

Life and time are the two best teachers. 
Life teaches us to make good use of time and time teaches us the value of life.

Happy Monday everyone! :D

So yesterday, went out whole day (pretty much!) and posted HERE if you can't be bother to check where is it OR you can just scroll down and it's the next post aka Sunday 24th post :)

Toodles! xoxo

Sunday 24 November 2013

End of year BBQ catch up!~

Hmmm... how shall I start?....

Okay here comes....

*Cos imma such a lazy bummm, I shall dot it all rather than writing in sentences lol! :P*

- Woke up pretty damn early, since today's a Sunday, the public transport is like gay, as in the bus/train comes every 30mins/1hr instead of the usual 15mins kinda thing ergh >.< Made in one piece and also on the dot, got on the train and met Viv there :)

- Arrived at the city, walked to the "cactus" place and got picked up by my friend's dad. And 4 of us girls arrived at Charles Paterson Park (really good place for bbq/picnic if you haven't been! I think all Perth-ians been there before lol, anyway, great river view and it's like next to Burswood so yea :P) We got there around 10:05am and we thought we were late cos the actual event on fb said it starts at 10. However.... we saw most of the spots taken... cos well today's a sunday family bbq/picnic day like kids everywhere lol...

- Then around 10:35am, we found out that others just arrived on the somewhat other end of the park!

Overall, the bbq was amazong! Great food, great games, perfect weather (except wind/breeze was REALLY strong *hair whipped back and forth*) and just great chilling with yad people :D

- Afterwards, head back to the temple to discuss about next year events! Looking forward to 'em! :DD

- Nek minek.....

- Rawwwrr dinner time XD went all the way to south of da river to have dins dins! :)

- Stayed there till like 10:30pm until we north-ers decided it's time to leave :P To me, it wasn't a biggie like there was no certain time I have to be back home by *one of my many privileges of over 18 lol!* but 2 of my friends - Viv has to get pick up by her friends and they waited for her in the city for half an hour already, they were getting pissed (cos the night's cold!) and literally called her every minute here and there... the atmosphere was truly intense.. damn! And while the other friend, Grace is still a highschool-er aka have to go to school tomorrow, and she's doing yr11 subjects.... damn... and she hasn't done her homework/study... darnn all-nighter for her.. and she was stressing as well! That section of da ride was truly intense and the driver (feel so sorry for him!) had to like speed (didn't get fine fortunately!!) to drop those two off... :S

But ya.... I was like the last one to drop off! Got home around 11:25pm.

30 minutes later... like around 11:55pm, decided to head to sleep since I pretty much had a long day but I couldn't sleep... so off I went.... to check all my media sites to see if there's any new notifications... and indeeed there were :P

- nothing "special" i guess at:
                - weibo (usual notifications)
                - formspring (mostly q's)
                - email (mostly q's)
- Tumblr - thanks for spaamming! Love you guys♥
- Facebook - notifications as usual and 2 more new friend requests :3 I really don't accept randoms... I used to... but a lesson learnt... twas not a great idea :P especially those with no profile picture or some kind of cartoon d.p or some fb profiles that are really obvious that twas created a week ago or something... erm kay... :S so fakeee... And yes, there's a "follow" button on facebook as you all know, so thanks to some people, they actually follow me rather than adding, cheers to those! :D eventhough I rarely post "publicly", I'll try that next time I post. And also spamming my fb inbox doesn't really help either.....

After all that checking, I headed to my sleep land like around 12:30 am :)

Ta for now!

Ps. I didn't take any picture/s, cos there's professional cameras around :D so ya, I probs add some here when they post them on facebook!

Love,
Velene xoxo

Unless you try to do something beyond what you have already mastered, or you will never grow up.

Saturday 23 November 2013

You're never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.

Friday 22 November 2013

It’s always between what I want and what I should.

I want to but I can’t....
I can but I shouldn't....
I shouldn't but I…

..... still did.
Don't say you don't have a choice, perhaps, at the next intersection and you'll see hope.

Thursday 21 November 2013

Love is a lamp, while friendship is the shadow. When the lamp is off, you will find the shadow everywhere. Friend is who can give you strength at last! :D

Wednesday 20 November 2013

A lie need ten lies to patch up, and ten lies need one hundred lies to patch up. It will get harder and harder to patch up. 

Tuesday 19 November 2013

One small positive thought in the morning can change your whole day. 

Monday 18 November 2013

LOL. I heard http://what-would-i-say.com/ is going viral on facebook! And saw too, my newsfeed is like clogged up with em :3 SO ya, tried it out today during one of my study breaks.. as a "good" form of procastination XD
Check it out if you haven't! :D It's hilariousss! :P And also it's superbly funny if your a facebook regular who post status updates all the time... XD... like me *ahem*

Below were some of them that I screenshot n collaged them cos I lol-ed so much!

Ermahgerd on the second one LOL :P just realised 4 status updates were mashed up to create that!

Ta for now!

PS. I have received a couple of emails about the Q&A thingo, as I've mentioned earlier on the 10th Nov - I clearly said I will stop answering any questions after that UNTIL exams are over, which technically mean, I will get to them when I officially come back to blogging (regularly) :P So ya, it's not that I'm avoiding/purposedly not answer them, it's just I don't have that time on my hands to do them :S You guys can still continue asking questions on this post as some of you had done or tumblr or formspring, your pick! But for me to answer them, y'all will have to wait :)

Ciao! xoxo




Sometimes we don’t need advice. We just need somebody to listen.

Sunday 17 November 2013

When you fully trust a person without any doubt, you finally get one of the two results: a person for life, or a lesson for life.

Saturday 16 November 2013

I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating.
I MISS MY CHILDHOOD.

Friday 15 November 2013

quick dropping by haha~~

I saw my earlier selves as different people, acquaintances I had outgrown. I wondered how I could ever have been some of them.

I'm not as strong as you think, but I can't find the place where the weak can rest. 

Thursday 14 November 2013

There are three things life brings us:tears, smiles and memories. Tears gets wipe away. A smile fades away. But memories last a lifetime.
It has not been the time yet to give up as long as you still feel it is not the end.

Wednesday 13 November 2013

One day you’ll find someone who shows you why it never worked out with someone else. 
Purposely holding your feelings back because you know it's for the best.
“I fall in love with people’s passion. The way their eyes light up when they talk about the thing/s they love and the way they fill with light.”

It's a new day :)


Tuesday 12 November 2013

After sending a risky text, one minute seems like an eternity. 
And in this moment, I need to be needed, want to be wanted, I love to be loved.

Monday 11 November 2013

People don't leave because things are hard. 
People do leave because it's no longer worth it.

WOW. 11/11 today! Make a wish at 11:11am/11:11pm :D

You smiling at me is my daily dose of magic.

Sunday 10 November 2013

OhMyGoodnessGraciousMe.

This. Is. Truly. Driving. Me. Crazy.
I just got told by some awesome people that what I commented didn't showed up in their news feed, BUT it's showing on mine. what the feck. Think the last post is REALLY overflowed hence it decided to crash on me -.- WHYYYYY. THE. TROLL. NOW. IHATECHU.

I'll do them manually here since I actually did put in effort to reply you all so ya!

So the person who commented, "HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET OUT OF THE FRIEND ZONE." and onwards, I have been told that the comments are not there?! So ya, read on if your one of those :P



















NUMBER ONE

You can’t. If someone has friendzoned you, that means they have not thought and will never want you more than just a “friend.” it hurts, but it’s the reality. I guess you could confess to them, but honestly, if they haven’t given any hints that they might be interested in you then it’s a no go.

NUMBER TWO

Let it pass. I mean, she will be annoyed at you for even logging onto her Facebook without permission in the first place so it’s best that you just let it go so she doesn’t have to yell at you. If she didn’t flirt back, then that’s all that matters. Just trust her.

NUMBER THREE

Don’t ever say that. If you’re born into this world - it doesn’t mean you’re useless or you’re just here because there has been a mistake or whatnot. It means that you’re given the chance to live your life. To be positive and enjoy what life gives you. I know that life can be complicated sometimes, but that is definitely not a reason to end it. You’ve got so much to live for. And I assure you that if you’re in a rough state today, you will eventually get past your situation and be happy. What’s the purpose of living? I think it’s to enjoy what God/Earth has given you. To explore, to give love, to receive love. How about eventually settling down and having your own kid? Don’t you want that? Don’t you want to explore around the world to experience different cultures/lives? Don’t you want to get out there and achieve something? I’m sure you do.

NUMBER FOUR

Tell your best friend how you feel about this. And if she continues to look past it well then, that’s for you to decide. Do you think she’s a good friend? Think about it. Confront to her. Don’t worry about the bestfriend’s friends because hey, they’re not your friends therefore they shouldn’t be a concern to you.















NUMBER FIVE

Facebook: annoying, people say the most stupidest things/take photos of the most stupidest and sluttiest poses. But nevertheless, I still go on Facebook to contact with my friends. Though if I didn’t have to, I wouldn’t have Facebook at all. It’s an overrated site.

Tumblr: it’s becoming like Facebook. Overrated. Though I like tumblr more than Facebook.

NUMBER SIX

no worries :)

NUMBER SEVEN

Well I would. But then again, if that happened to me, I would immediately think that my “guy friend” is crushing on me. And that all my friends will think the same - therefore result in having a really awkward friendship from then onwards. But nevertheless, the thought of getting flowers for a girl - whether it’s just a friend or something more, it’s pretty damn cute. Just be cautious of what message you might be implying if you do so.

NUMBER EIGHT

Not at all :) I think you have mysophobia which is completely normal. I mean, you’re better off being super clean than dirty right?! Don’t take it negatively :)















NUMBER NINE

I think you should really avoid thinking about death. I know how it feels to be fearful of death. I mean, personally I’m not scared of my own death but I am absolutely terrified of my parents. And other loved ones. Just the thought of losing them one day makes me tremble. Reason why I avoid things like that and think of things positively. Instead of worrying about death and the death of your loved ones, why don’t you just acknowledge the great things about life instead? Treasure every moment with your parents, siblings etc. Be grateful that you have them in your life. Be grateful of your life. Spend every minute it with pure joy and happiness. Like people say, live life to the fullest. You only get one chance of experiencing it. Don’t think about death. I mean, let’s be real here, that day has to come eventually. But that doesn’t mean there’s a need to think about it in the present. Love your life. Live your life.

NUMBER 10

Everybody’s got their bad days/weeks. Just try to make the most of things by staying a little more positive. With studies, get back to it. I’m sure if you have the motivation to do well, your scores and concentration educationally will rise in no time. As for friends/crush/social life, just fix things up if you’re having friends issues and/or ask to hang out whenever you’re free to reconnect. As for life in general, again, not every aspect of everything you deal with in life is going to be perfect. It’s impossible to not deal with shitty days and whatnot :) you just need to stay positive and somehow look at it on the bright side.

NUMBER 11

what, that is absolutely crazy. I assure you that your mum loves you so much - whether she chooses it or not. Don’t say that she doesn’t. But even if she “does,” that’s not a reason to commit suicide or run away. I know it’s hard to deal with things at home, I mean, everybody has to deal with it, but I guarantee you that things will get better. Rely on your family and friends to support you, whether it’s your father or your best friend etc. There is someone out there who cares. There is someone out there who wants to listen to your worries and troubles. And there are definitely so people out there, who love, care and never ever want you to end your life or run away. Don’t think harshly. Everything will get better.

NUMBER 12

There will be times where you feel like nothing is going your way. Like everything is turning out so bad that you just want to run away from it and never ever have to deal with it. But there are times that you can’t. And honestly, there are and will be times where running away are not an option. You need to face the music. You need to face the reality. Not everything can go your way. Sometimes, that’s just the way life rolls. You either face it and simply accept it as it is, or simply cry it all out and move on.















OOPZ. JUST REALISED. I ACCIDENTALLY DIDN'T CROPPED OUT 13.
NUMBER 12 = NUMBER 13 :P

NUMBER 14

you expand the first two bracket, and then expand using your answer with the third brackets… if that made sense D: try khanacademy – it’s real good, they explain like everything lol in video formats!

NUMBER 15

inbox me through fb or tumblr :) but I don’t usually add randoms, so we’ll see haha XD

NUMBER 16


you don’t let her use you again. She left you and then came back when she needed you. Do you think that’s a good friend? Of course not. She was able to balance her relationships and friendships but instead, she decided to just ditch you for her boyfriend. And so why do you think that you would even think twice about letting her back into your life when you know exactly that she’s only coming back for your help? What makes you think that she’s not going to end up running away again after she’s done with you? Trust me, you deserve a better friend. A better friend would never leave and then come back when she needs you.


THAT'S IT! :D

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

PEOPLE.

MY EMAIL HAS TRULY FLOODED BY YOUSE COMMENTS :P

Well ya, eventhough I said I will retire myself from blogging but this will be the last post before I go off! There's already a LOT of comments/questions on my previous post (8th Nov) XD So ya, please stick with asking questions over there, it'll be so much easy to handle and answer them.


CLICK ME TO ASK QUESTION/S


AND also seriously, those seedy anons? Don't youse have better things to do??

Also. Wow. seriously. Before I checked, there's around 80 or so comments, nek minek, is like 130 something O.O This has gone viral, actually more viral than I originally thought it would be. It's gonna be a while until I answer all of them. Having a feeling more questions will be coming in... so ya, please be patient! :P

Moreover.... 

And also for those haters that messaged me privately, for examples, "I don't think you're very good at advice/gtfo/delete your blog/go die" and all that shitzza. I never said I was good at it. If anything, I don’t even think I should even call this “advice.” It’s just my opinion :) People come to ask for my OPINION. I don’t expect people to go “OMG, VELENE IS SO RIGHT. I'm so going to listen to her.” I’m just giving them my perspective of what i would do in their situation or/and simply just my intake of what I think when I read their problems. 

And I will answer all the questions tonight, so fire all if you have any, as I will start my retirement of blogging and answering questions, starting tomorrow. And I will get back answering questions when exams are done :)

xPeacex

Love,
Velene xoxo

It’s amazing how much emotion a song can deliver....

Amazing yet scary.

Saturday 9 November 2013

One of the hardest part in life is forcing yourself to forget the things that made you happy just because it's over.

Friday 8 November 2013

Say what.

Uni is officially finished for 2013.. actually wait a minute, let me rephrase that, uni classes are finally finished for this year! AND exams are coming in less than two weeks.... FML. It's great that uni gives us a study break before exams start..... but one week is definitely not enough, especially for pharmacy....! There's too much to revise/memorise/do! Arghhhhhh I think I'll go bonkers.... way before exams! :P

And I swear this year is like a payback time for curtin-ers cos last year, we finished hell early and uwa-ers finished late so while they were having exams, we already finished and we teased them so much about em! Now it's the opposite! :P Their turn to tease us LOL! XD

On that note, I don't think I will be blogging for a while :( I have schedule posts to be posted everyday.... *I know that's cheating!* but it's the best I can do for now aka keeping this blog "alive" and not empty and dull during my short retirement away from blog lol :P Moreover, my life won't be that interesting anyways during this study week/break, cos all I'll be doing is [study/eat/sleep/exercise] back and forth haha! :3 I swear I will actually binge a lot!!!! And it's funny how studying pharmacy which is supposed to be about maintaining good health yet is so damn unhealthy! XD

Oh! And also I just remembered! Several of you awesomers have tumblr-ed me questions, I'll do my best in answering them all before my retirement begin! :D and also there were quite a lot of similarities of questions in regarding to make an ask.fm account.... I don't think I'm gonna make one tbh! :P Sozzles! So ya, if youse have any question/s, ask away via:

Cya! :)

Love,
Velene xoxo
Have a trip!!
What the world can give you is always beyond what runs wild in your mind. 

Wednesday 6 November 2013

Thought of the day...

I don't give up easily.

BUT...... Should I give up in this xxx situation?.... for my own good?

To be honest, I never really listen to warnings but then again, I regretted afterwards cos I chose not to hear them out... now I'm given another warning, should I really follow it.... or should I ignore it? But then if I ignore it, the ending doesn't look that great either :O And if I follow it, it makes me the "bad guy".... oh man...

.... So confusing.

Hate to be stuck in between "give up" AND "don't give up"!

*SIGH*

Moreover....

"Have you ever had that feeling? That feeling where you don’t know what to do when you have two different thoughts mixed together. One part of you wants you to do it, but then the other part of you doesn’t. You don’t know what to choose. You need help, but you don’t know where to get the help because you know its only up to you. You’re the one choosing. That feeling sucks."

Toodles! ~

PS. Don't fret, this aint really a rant rant post! It's just that I felt like letting it out here on my blog :P
Sometimes I get this urge to talk to you, and then I remember that you're a different person now, it's just sad because I miss you, a lot. 

Tuesday 5 November 2013

"You are sun of a beach."

hahahahhahahaha!
Did you guys get it?
Sahhhh hilarious! XDD
*still laughing* 
ROFL.

Ciaoooo! :)

Monday 4 November 2013

Never change yourself just because someone has a problem with it.What makes you different,makes you unique.

Sunday 3 November 2013

You see what you believe.


Did a "miracle" just happened?

First of all, regarding to my last rant post, I'm really blessed to have you lovely followers supporting/comforting/giving me your opinions and you know just being there, really did console me. I read all the comments and I really appreciated you all dropping by and leave one :)

Had a really late night sleep.... I slept at like around 2:30am -.- yet I woke up really early this morning, went for a jog, thinking to myself, you know there's more to this world than what I was complaining about, I should be blessed and grateful that at least there are some things going the right way/the way I want them to be, I guess. And for the things that do not work out, I should not get all hyped about it and I should just accept it and let it flow. After jog, there was a thai temple nearby and they had a meditation sesh, so I was like why not, let's do it. After all, I need my yin and yang to be adjusted back to normal. I had too much dark forces in me that need to released out. LOL.... I totally sounded like I'm in Star Wars or something haha.... This coming week is the last week of uni fml.... so I really need to be back to my normal self and exams coming very soon as well and I need to be very prepared! My feelings and state of mind actually became more stable and relaxed after that deep meditating session :) Thought through heaps as well...

To be honest, I'm more calmed now. I'm more relaxed. Once again, reminding myself that this is just life. There's ups and downs. You don't know what is gonna happen next, just enjoy every moment of now :) especially, I should be really grateful that I'm still alive, and not off the hook and go kill myself :3 LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.

And youse know how I was stuck in a seesaw, not having the courage to take another step, you know what guys? That courage is back. I'm more reluctant to take another shot now :) Yay! I'm really glad to tell you all... that girl is gradually coming back on the track :)

PS. I know I labelled this post as a rant, eventhough it's not a rant at all. But I didn't know what to label it and it's also a response to the post, so eh, group em together :)

Love,
Velene xoxo

Friday 1 November 2013

Before I start my RANT, lemme tell ya something, so yesterday was da Halloween Day! :D YOP gathered together :)

Read what happened: HERE

Video of what we did: HERE

So moving to today's purpose of writing this post, or shall I say, a MEGA RANT.

ARGHHH. I just had this frustration to let it all out, and yes, that includes here, my blog X)

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WTF was I thinking?

You know one of these days. Where everything you’ve seen, heard, think, smell (well not exactly that dramatic lol!) just don’t sound/feel right, you know that feelings? I have been having these feelings for the past 2 days, and all I can say that it sucks. Balls. It’s like I really want to strangle it and shout, don’t you fucking dare come closer to me anymore, I hate you, fuck off, I don’t need you right now!!!!!!!!!! NEGATIVE VIBES AROUND ME….. what can I say? And I have all these people around me advsising/warning/telling me stuffs.... and all of a sudden.... I'm so fucking confused.
As much as I wanted to calm the fuck down, the back of my mind kept on telling me that so and so has happened, are you sure you want to continue like this? Yet. My heart on the other hand, is melting as the time ticks by, it’s like saying, “Give **** another chance” blahblahblah look how far you’ve gone through and all that crap. To be honest, I’m having these mixture of foreign feelings where I just don’t even know who I am anymore like why am I doing here, like I would have never thought it’s my turn now to deal with this kind of situation. THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS. THIS IS INSANE. THIS IS JUST MIND-WRECKING. This whole thing is taking over my mind, I should be studying and doing productive stuffs, yet I’m hiding inside my caves and complaining what should  I do and stuffs. I really want to get this over and done with, but with it actually happening, the situation is getting uglier, it’s getting beyond my control, meaning at this point of stage, I’m in a seesaw looking left and right, yet I don’t have that courage to take another step to a point of direction, as to now, stuck in the middle. I HATE THIS FEELING. This is not me. This is not who I am. What have I become to? Yes, as far as you can see, this is another rant post. If you have been following my blog since the beginning, you know that I haven’t done a rant post in agessss! :P Cos my life was going pretty decently well….. until a couple of days ago, where it sidetracked me and totally threw me to a new strangers area, where I’m lost. I’M SO FUCKIN LOST.

I don’t even know what to say anymore to be honest. I’m typing all this down, thinking like last time when I finished ranting in a post, I would be calmed and stuffs afterwards, but this time is different. I don’t feel calmed. I’m more stressed. I’m more fucked up than before. I know, maybe some people say I’m over-dramatic/crazy/over-the-board and I’m being a clingy and pathetic bitch, but fuck off, you don’t know anything about me. ARGHHHHH. What am I writing. Ignore that please. But ya, if you have nothing nice to say, please keep it to yourself, it’ll be much appreciated.

I have lost my trail of thought. I was interrupted by that person of this ranting situation. ARGHHHH. It's like you don't even care at all... and what you said broke my heart T.T

Can things go back to normal between us? At the moment, I really don't even know anymore, I'm scared. For the first time in my life, I'm scared. I'm scared of so many things, and this has always been my least of problem, and now suddenly, just rose up and become the top of everything :O

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Going to end this post like this, I probs may not come back to this post and edit it if I get reminded of what should I write. Cos after all this is a rant post, a situation where I want to get over and done with and not reminded of it every second of the day where it practically take over my life.

Once again, reminding myself, “Just go with the flow”. Take a chance! Take a risk like what I did before! Be that girl who always yolo-ed and have that courageous personality! Where have that girl gone to? :P

Love,
Velene xoxo

1/11/13.... damn too quick! NOVEMBER already!!!!!!

ENJOY THIS MONTH WHILE IT LASTS! :)

BE HAPPY!!

TAKE CHANCES!

LIVE OUT YOUR DREAMS!

NEVER TOO LATE TO START ANEW!


"You are the greatest adventure of my life."

Love,
Velene xoxo