Today I was asked if I had a boyfriend, and then asked if I wanted one. I found myself answering: "no, and not really".
I don’t know anyone who I want to have that kind of relationship with right now. And I am pretty happy being single. Even… calm and at peace.
I’d really just like some good friends right now; to hang out, laugh, and share life with as it comes. I may meet a man who changes that somewhere down the road, but I don’t know. I feel content without having a boyfriend with no feeling of needing one. It’s not something you “get”. It’s someone you keep going with after you realize who they are and how they change your life being in it. You kinda just keep making the decision to walk on together and grow. I like that a lot more than being out to find something because you feel it is missing. It’s less what it fills in your life and more what he adds, in a way.