Sometimes we get sad about things and we don't like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes we are sad but we don't really know we are sad. 
So we say we aren't sad. But really we are.

Say what.... it's September already. omg. i swear yesterday was the start of the brand new year of 2013 and now it's like less than a third left :O craaaaaazay!
And so much has happened lately.... that left me wondering am I in the right path? So-called life is making me so frustrating and doubting myself. so. much. SIGH. And sometimes I wish to just let it all out to the people close to me, but all in all, the whole story's too complicated and fucked-up and I don't even know how to start... :( WHY DO THINGS HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED?????? ARGHHHHH. RAGING. IN. ANGER. >.<