Monday 31 October 2016

Afterstage.

Lately I feel so unmotivated.
  • Idiotic.
  • Depressed.
  • Tired.
  • Frustrated.
  • Restless.
  • Uninspired.
  • And disappointed.

I know that this isn't one of the brightest lists, but nothing leaves me content anymore. I guess this is just a phase, but I feel useless, as though the world ran out of things and for me to have fun like I need to do rebellious things.

The truth? I miss everything. I miss him, I miss her, I miss them, I miss that, I miss this and now I just miss the fact everything used to be so carefree.

Just when things were getting better, the worst was waiting around the corner.
Although I still have my true friends who have always been like my 2nd family, as selfish as this is, I still don’t feel satisfied. It’s not the fact that they don’t try to keep me positive, it’s just that the negative seems to power through.

I’m struggling and you left me when I needed you most.
Unforgivable. You were the only one I wanted to stay.