Sunday 3 November 2013
Did a "miracle" just happened?
First of all, regarding to my last rant post, I'm really blessed to have you lovely followers supporting/comforting/giving me your opinions and you know just being there, really did console me. I read all the comments and I really appreciated you all dropping by and leave one :)
Had a really late night sleep.... I slept at like around 2:30am -.- yet I woke up really early this morning, went for a jog, thinking to myself, you know there's more to this world than what I was complaining about, I should be blessed and grateful that at least there are some things going the right way/the way I want them to be, I guess. And for the things that do not work out, I should not get all hyped about it and I should just accept it and let it flow. After jog, there was a thai temple nearby and they had a meditation sesh, so I was like why not, let's do it. After all, I need my yin and yang to be adjusted back to normal. I had too much dark forces in me that need to released out. LOL.... I totally sounded like I'm in Star Wars or something haha.... This coming week is the last week of uni fml.... so I really need to be back to my normal self and exams coming very soon as well and I need to be very prepared! My feelings and state of mind actually became more stable and relaxed after that deep meditating session :) Thought through heaps as well...
To be honest, I'm more calmed now. I'm more relaxed. Once again, reminding myself that this is just life. There's ups and downs. You don't know what is gonna happen next, just enjoy every moment of now :) especially, I should be really grateful that I'm still alive, and not off the hook and go kill myself :3 LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.
And youse know how I was stuck in a seesaw, not having the courage to take another step, you know what guys? That courage is back. I'm more reluctant to take another shot now :) Yay! I'm really glad to tell you all... that girl is gradually coming back on the track :)
PS. I know I labelled this post as a rant, eventhough it's not a rant at all. But I didn't know what to label it and it's also a response to the post, so eh, group em together :)
Love,
Velene xoxo
Had a really late night sleep.... I slept at like around 2:30am -.- yet I woke up really early this morning, went for a jog, thinking to myself, you know there's more to this world than what I was complaining about, I should be blessed and grateful that at least there are some things going the right way/the way I want them to be, I guess. And for the things that do not work out, I should not get all hyped about it and I should just accept it and let it flow. After jog, there was a thai temple nearby and they had a meditation sesh, so I was like why not, let's do it. After all, I need my yin and yang to be adjusted back to normal. I had too much dark forces in me that need to released out. LOL.... I totally sounded like I'm in Star Wars or something haha.... This coming week is the last week of uni fml.... so I really need to be back to my normal self and exams coming very soon as well and I need to be very prepared! My feelings and state of mind actually became more stable and relaxed after that deep meditating session :) Thought through heaps as well...
To be honest, I'm more calmed now. I'm more relaxed. Once again, reminding myself that this is just life. There's ups and downs. You don't know what is gonna happen next, just enjoy every moment of now :) especially, I should be really grateful that I'm still alive, and not off the hook and go kill myself :3 LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.
And youse know how I was stuck in a seesaw, not having the courage to take another step, you know what guys? That courage is back. I'm more reluctant to take another shot now :) Yay! I'm really glad to tell you all... that girl is gradually coming back on the track :)
PS. I know I labelled this post as a rant, eventhough it's not a rant at all. But I didn't know what to label it and it's also a response to the post, so eh, group em together :)
Love,
Velene xoxo
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