FINALLY had a catchup with Viv today! :)
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I thought I should casually insert a mini confession here without being too vague? It was brought up today by Viv and it's actually a really interesting theory/question asked...
A tip for youse all: Forgetting someone can’t be done when they've added a huge impact to your life. Never say forgive and forget, because it’s not as easy as it sounds. Forgetting someone takes a lot of phases. And come to think of it, I’m not even in the first phase yet. It takes WILL and DETERMINATION. It works like any other thing in the world. If you’re determined to do it, you’d push through… but I've come to thinking and thought.... what if the reason why you can’t forget him/her is because deep inside you don’t really want to? Well that’s messed up. I’m fucking confused now. I guess the scariest thing about distance is that you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you.
I can’t deny that I still love you and want you... but I’ll lie if I have to.
Love,
Velene xoxo
Check out: HERE for more deets if youse interested!
I thought I should casually insert a mini confession here without being too vague? It was brought up today by Viv and it's actually a really interesting theory/question asked...
"Through endless attempts, it really does end up with a conclusion that you can't be forgotten. So I've made up my mind that you'll still remain in my heart, but the weight has changed. And forgetting someone doesn't mean to never think of him, but thinking of him with a calm heart.
忘记一个人，并非不再想起，而是偶尔想起，心中却不再有波澜。"
On forgetting someone.. It’s pretty easy to believe that you’re fine for a while. Time passes and you heal and you start remembering what it’s like to not have to live with the guilt, the pressure and all the rest of the shit and you’re actually free. Then normal life steps in like a bitch and reminds you how great that person was and how comfortable that relationship had become and it feels like your life is falling apart. It’s like they died because of how abruptly their absence hits you. It sucks that you had been such a big part of my life for so long and I’m not going to sit here and pretend like everything about that relationship suck-ed, because the truth is, it was great when you wanted it to be.忘记一个人，并非不再想起，而是偶尔想起，心中却不再有波澜。"
A tip for youse all: Forgetting someone can’t be done when they've added a huge impact to your life. Never say forgive and forget, because it’s not as easy as it sounds. Forgetting someone takes a lot of phases. And come to think of it, I’m not even in the first phase yet. It takes WILL and DETERMINATION. It works like any other thing in the world. If you’re determined to do it, you’d push through… but I've come to thinking and thought.... what if the reason why you can’t forget him/her is because deep inside you don’t really want to? Well that’s messed up. I’m fucking confused now. I guess the scariest thing about distance is that you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you.
I can’t deny that I still love you and want you... but I’ll lie if I have to.
Love,
Velene xoxo
