Tuesday 31 December 2013

LAST DAY OF 2013. EVER.

So, I just made a status update on facebook, here's what I wrote (for those who are not friends with me on fb lol!) - 

"Another year gone by within the blink of an eye. I can’t say this was the best year because I’m always hoping for better but it definitely wasn't the worst. I've gotten close with new people and drifted apart with some of the old. Thank you to the ones who have stuck by my side, and good luck to the ones who left. As for the new year, I’m not looking to change myself, I just want to better myself. Goodbye 2013, and hello 2014! :)"

And now...
Since it's my blog and I can say whatever I want, with unlimited words lol....
I sincerely hereby, give a SPECIAL THANKYOU to all of youse, my readers out there giving me advices and just being here when I need youse here. I know I have said this so many times but once again.... I really am truly blessed. :') 

Oh! And I'm really glad that most of my girlfriends found their happiness this year, truly a memorable event to see hehe :) I wish the rest of you girls out thereee the same too!

My wishes for you all in year 2014: Great start for January, Love for February, Peace for March, No worries for April, Fun for May, Joy for June to Nov, Happiness for Dec. 

Have a lucky and wonderful 2014! :D

Love,
Velene xoxo

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

Life is not as good as people imagine; life is not as bad as people imagine, either.

Monday 30 December 2013

If you’re able to catch my boyfriend’s attention, you can have him.

I don’t want someone who can be stolen away from me. I want a mature guy who keeps his attention on me and only me. I know he’s gonna come across many pretty girls, but if he truly cared about me, other girls shouldn't even be a problem. A guy who can be easily taken away from me, I don’t want. And if you just so happen to be one of those girls who catches his attention aside from me, you can keep him. I don’t want him. 

It is never too late to fall in love.

I am not afraid of tomorrow, for I have seen yesterday and love today.

Saturday 28 December 2013

Take Every Risk. Drop Every Fear.

If you’re with someone who’s wanted by many, get used to the fact that there will always be someone waiting to take your place. So treat them right or else all the times you make them cry, someone else will be there to make them smile and laugh. Do your part and treat them how they deserve so no one can have the opportunity to steal your place.

Friday 27 December 2013

Last Friday of 2013.... say wut.

You are so lucky, because you can choose to love me or not, but myself only have to choose from loving you or loving you more.

Lie to me once.

And I promise you I’ll remember it. I detest liars. I might act like I’m unaware of it, but trust me I’ll remember. Lying to me leaves me pissed off and sad. I over think why you lied. Either you don’t trust me or I’m not worth the truth. So please don’t lie to me.

Wednesday 25 December 2013

Precious things are very few in this world. That is the reason there is just one you.

HOHOHOHOHOHO!

.... MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL! :D

And THANKYOU for your wonderful emails, gifts, tumblr wishes and christmas ecards! Love y'all!♥ Hope you all get to enjoy your Christmas to the fullest and celebrate with your dearest and loved ones just like me ^^

Tuesday 24 December 2013

It's very easy to hurt someone and then say "sorry", but it's really very difficult to get hurt and say "I'm fine".
WOW. It's CHRISTMAS EVE. ALREADY. :P

DAYUUUUM.

Quote of le day! :D

"Never chase love, affection, or attention. If it isn't given freely by another person, it isn't worth having."

Monday 23 December 2013

Never apologise when you aren't sorry.

We tend to say sorry for everything.... maybe it's just me and the people around me.... do u?
... Which reminded me of my R.E teacher back in highschool..... :') Whenever someone in the class said sorry, she will always respond, "Don't say sorry. Your not sorry if you don't mean it." haha XD So true, I swear the word "sorry" has become a deep habit in me, and I think literally everyone, that whenever one feels sorry for someone, or accidentally said or did something wrong, the word, "sorry" just popped up without any second thought whatsover. LOL.
It's like when I accidentally trip myself by hitting my leg with the chair *so clumsy I know :P*, I said sorry, then I was like wait a minute, what the shit, why am I saying sorry to a chair?! :S... pretty darn ridiculous I know aye...
The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something before you feel good about yourself.

Sunday 22 December 2013

Confession of the day: Do you ever wonder why we stopped talking?

Because I do. 
The only reasons I can come with are the fact that I’m not worth your time and you found someone better to talk to. I wish people wouldn't drift from me that easily. I want someone who’s willing to stay with me no matter what happens.

HAPPY WINTER SOLSTICE EVERYONE! :) aka 冬至节快乐!

When you finally get your own happiness, you will understand the previous sadness is kind of treasure, which makes you better to hold and cherish the people you love.

Saturday 21 December 2013

Alohaaaa! :)

Had another mini roadtrip todayaaaa! :)..... but then most of you would have know that... cos I updated my photo status on instagram earlier on LOL :P

So ya, started the day off with yumchaaa at Northbridge Chinese Restaurant :) not as much people as usual... I think it's because of the christmas season... everyone's off to shop-shop-shop!

Afterwards, we headed off to Carmel... :D to go to "Melville Rose Farm & Tea House"/"Rose Heritage Cafe".... yep as the title's obviously stated, it's rose farm♥ Spent majority of the afternoon there, it's just wow. Must go there.... if youse haven't! :D

Below's the pictures! :) *can't really organised the pictures very well... cos well you know it's google blogger... eurghh x.x* Oh and also I took about like 70 pictures in total there... but I'm not gonna post all of them here... cos that's just woah too much :P betchaaa y'all be all sick of roses and flowers if I would had. Enjoy!~




















why can't I ever stand straight?! x.x

I AM SO CHUBBY X.X





























LOL. This picture's storyline is like -

Me: Oooh let's take a selfie....
Random fly on my wrist: Ooh let's join in this picture x.x haha

After we explored the whole farm, we went back to city and drive around suburbs and stuffs.... then we drove by my ex piano teacher's home, we were like oh we would love to go and say hi to her but we lost her contact and it would be rude to come by before contacting her.... it's like a manner kinda thing according to the parents/society :3 But I was like hell no, I haven't seen her in like 4 years, I'm gonna go straight down, knock on her door and say hi cos I missed her so much♥ Then my 'rents were like ok, you go down by yourself then.. obviously thinking I won't go down... but I actually did! And ya, it turned out amazing! It was so good to see her again and I just literally dragged my parents and my brother outta the car cos she wants to see them also cos she missed them too! She is like legitly the best piano teacher I ever had!♥ It was her that go me so into piano and music and just pretty much everything haha! The reason I started piano was because, you know it's an asian thing to know an instrument. And my first teacher wasn't that great like she went with the proper rule of piano teaching lalala but it was boring, I wasn't attracted to it at the start. Then, this teacher came along. And hell no, she didn't do the rules. That is why I love music juxtaposition... which also explained why one of my favourite subjects back in school was music....! :D haha enough of me rambling on~

To wrap it up, I really feel blessed because I have amazing people surround me all the time, not just in the past but also in the present aka now :) and I'm sure in the future, it will be too♥♥

Then for dinner, we went to Fasta Pasta for pastas *duh* haha :P But they weren't that great... :(

And that's it!

Thanks for reading till here from the top! :D

Cya next time lovelies!

Love,
Velene xoxo

Confession of the day:

There are times when I’m tempted to pick up my phone and hit up all the people I don’t talk to anymore just to let them know I haven’t forgotten about them or to see how they’re doing, but then I do myself a favour and save myself the awkwardness.
BE STRONG now because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever. 

Friday 20 December 2013

WOW. Today has been somewhat a busy but amazing day! :D I hope you all are well too?

Went to do so much errands and most importantly, accomplished them all too!

Feeling like a lazybum... so I shall dot everything!

So today's schedule was pretty much:

- errands-errands-errands
- lunch at Ikeaaaaa :)
- erands-erands
- went back home to drop some stuffs off
- errands-errands
- finally done!
- mum then was like, "I'm freaking exhausted, ceebs cooking, let's eat dinner outside!" Waited for daddy to finish his work... then off we went!
- and guess where we went?....... FREO aka Fremantle XDD Haven't been there in yonks! So we were really excited to go there to have FISH AND CHUPS ;)
- Obviously, we went to our favourite restaurant of all time - Cicerello's! And we ordered heaps... it was like a feast!
We ordered 2 plates of Traditional Fish and Chips, 2 plates of Crumbed garfish and chips and 2 plates of Deluxe seafood chowder...... we legitly coudn't even finish them.... it was insane... we're so fulll.... and it wasn't even halfway of the plate yet XP so we were like you know what, just eat all the fish and finish the soups then we're all good, just leave those chips behind cos they're carbs and VERY fulling! But bro was like, "nah I'm a man", "I could finish it all" and "I like my chips" blahblahblah... in the end, he actually did! Bravo on him haha! XD
- At the start we were like oh and also get dessert afterwards, that's what we said. But after the "feast", we were like eurghhh can't fit anymore in our stomach, so we got gelato instead and have it while we walk around the scenic nature :DD And the wind was really strong too, thus wasn't able to take a snapshot of our awesome icecreams lmaooo :P
- Pretty much spent the rest of the afternoon walking around the beach and boat harbour and took some pictures! Check them out below! :) *in no particular order too XD*


 da so-called deluxe seafood chowder... was so goooood!











 




















Hope you enjoy those pictures! :D

PS. I know I'm superrr lame at taking perfect pictures x.x

Moreover, keep your heads up here in these coming few days... more posts like this will be posted.... cos... *drum rolls* roadtrip is coming ahead :D YAY!... especially tomorrow!!

Love,
Velene xoxo
If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever. 

Confession: 1 a.m.

I feel paralysed. I feel numb on the outside and numb on the inside. I feel as if my mind has stopped functioning, yet I am still able to think and perceive the way I do. Thoughts are still seeping out from the darkest corners of my mind, but my hearts seems to have bottled so much.
I want to explode. An explosion of a thousand words. A thousand tears. A thousand thoughts. A thousand reasons. I do not deserve this especially being pushed away. Maybe we are just going to be the “used to be’s” or the “maybes.” I am still here reaching out for your touch, but not even a single touch has been felt.
I need closure.

Thursday 19 December 2013

Confession of the day: I hate people who drag others down.

Sure it’s okay to be sad and depressed sometimes, it’s only human. When you go on about how shit your life is and all the problems day after day making people feel sorry for you, pity you, it’s kind of sad.
How selfish can you be, your supposed “friends” have to put up with it, getting out of their own way, to cheer you up. That’s what friends are for right? But you’re an effing face of a friend to be dragging your friends down.
I hate people who don’t get the point, or use their depression as an excuse, how can you accept other peoples pity.
Act as if you’re the only one with problems, going through a hard time. Everyone has their own problems. Not all people are selfish enough to drag others into their own burden.
If you come into my life then I believe you won't leave;but if you leave, I will move on as if you have never been here before.

Wednesday 18 December 2013

Let me give you some advice.

Losing your virginity:

Lose it to someone who you truly trust, or someone you completely in love with. If not, then don’t do it or you’ll regret it.

Getting over someone:
  1. Cry, but only to a limit.
  2. Do not stay home, if you’re home then you’ll most likely be alone. You need to go out with friends or family.
  3. Be you, you were fine before that person came along. And you can learn from them, know what not to do for the next. Let you be free for your own self.
Insecurity:
  1. Stop giving a fuck about what others think.
  2. You have two options if you feel that low of yourself:
  • Either you fucking accept your flaws and be proud of them.
  • Or you change, not for the acceptance of others but because you feel good about yourself.

Chasing after someone:

If you want to be with them, then show them that they’re worth it and you are too. But first, try being their friend first. But I advise you to do is tell them straight up you like them first but don’t say you want to be in a relationship right away. Try to get to know them first but as a friend, to let them you’re still going to be there as a friend but still let them be attracted to you at the same time. So what I’m basically saying is try to get to know them and let them fall for you without accidentally getting into the friendzone.

Making friends: 

Just be you. Don’t be friends with bitches for the wrong reasons. Just be you and people who truly accept you will befriend you.

Flirting, homewrecking, cheating: 

Do not homewreck someone’s relationship. You will find love in someone who will completely love you back. Don’t wreck another’s love. Cheating, if you want to cheat, then face the consequences. Just stay single if you want to flirt like crazy, don’t hurt someone because of your recklessness. If you flirt, make sure you don’t lead someone on, cause that's a bitch ass move.

Finding someone: 

I know its a bitch waiting, but you’ll find someone, be patient. Don’t get into a relationship because you’re lonely. Just wait and they’ll come.

Too cool for school: 

Trust me, you ain't going to be all that when you flipping burgers at a fast food restaurant.

YOLO: 

You only live once, so take chances. It might gain some or lose some, but at least you tried.
Live a little, take risks.

Yo shit: 

Like the expensive valuables, keep that shit on lock.

Procrastination: 

It’s a bitch. LOL.
"Throughout life, we rely on small groups of people for love, admiration, respect, moral support, and help."  - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Tuesday 17 December 2013

The Past.

It strikes up everything. Don’t ever use someone’s past against them. You’re just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you can watch their facial expression carefully, then you’ll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.
Manners matter. 
Good looks are a bonus. 
Humor is a must.
Different people do the same thing for you, which would make you feel extremely different. Because what you care for is not the thing, but rather for the person who do it. 

Monday 16 December 2013

It bothers me when my past is brought up in the wrong way.

Especially when no one looks at the things I've done right. Instead, those who don’t know me personally would always use every little dirt they have on me, twist up the facts and make it seem like I’m the only one who’s ever done something wrong. Sure, I've made a couple mistakes here and there but who I am today is built based on past mistakes. If you can’t see through them, it’s your lost.
Don't try to wait after all no one can save a rotten heart.

Sunday 15 December 2013

The feeling you get when you start liking someone.

You get butterflies every time you see him/her, when you’re with him/her you can't stop smiling, and when you get texts from him/her you stop everything you’re doing just to text him/her.
I don't think you know that you are the light of my world and I'm the luckiest person to know you. 

Saturday 14 December 2013

I don’t know why I bother to stick around anymore.

I’m not getting anything out of it and it feels so distant. 
The things you want, I cannot give.
But why am I too scared to walk away?

Fake.

Everyone’s judgmental.
If you’re telling me you’re not, you’re talking shit.
Everyone has their own set of thoughts towards everything. Some choose to speak up, others not as much. I mean what is the issue with speaking what you think? What ever happened to truth is best?
Or shit along the lines of you’d rather have the truth and be hurt than hear a lie that makes you happy?
I’m judgmental? Yeah I am, but I can admit it. You, you and you are all judgmental.
“If you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say it.” 
The world would be great, wouldn't it? Face the facts. Suck it up. The world will never be like that.
What is the difference between 2 people having the same thoughts - one speaks up but the other one doesn't say anything and is thinking of it? Automatically the one that speaks up is the “judgmental” person and the one that doesn't speak is a nice non-judgmental person?
I’d rather speak up and be who I am, than not say anything and turn around and attack people on anonymous or talking behind someones back.
^To a degree I find these people the biggest of fakes, acting all goodie goodie in front of people so they won’t be judged but in fact they are the worst.

PS. I also had updated my "Me in a nutshell" page! :)

[LINK ME]

Friday 13 December 2013

People come and go.

In the past.... I've been introduced to new people who came and changed my life. And then, I experience the feeling of being left behind. It’s so normal for me to see people to just leave out of the blue after being so close to them. Maybe I’m the problem. Maybe you’re just bored of me. Either way, it has come to the point that every time someone decides to walk out, it doesn't affect me that much. I’m so used to it that it is even predictable to see when someone is beginning to drift themselves away. 

IF YOU DON’T WANT TO TALK TO ME, THEN TELL ME.

It’ll benefit us both. You won’t get annoyed and I wouldn't be wasting my time trying to talk to someone who doesn't want to talk to me. 

Thursday 12 December 2013

Confession of the day: Why do I like you?

Good question, sadly.. I can't answer that. Why? I have no clue. Maybe its just how you are, your personality, your looks, your vibe, everything about you just makes me smile, and to put it simply, I just fell for you. No reason, just over the simple fact that its fun being with you. I think that’s a good enough reason is it not?
I am responsible for what I say, however I’m not responsible for what you understand.

Wednesday 11 December 2013

Natural beauty.

In my opinion, natural beauty is not if someone wears make-up or not. Make-up is a mere accessory and shouldn't accommodate for someone’s beauty. 
Strip a girl of what she wears, her make-up, her looks. And what are you left with? Her mind. Her personality. 
And that is what natural beauty is. The way a girl carries herself, the way she thinks, the way she acts. Anyone can be gorgeous, but if their personality is rude or mean, that person isn't a natural beauty. Just a pretty face. Why is beauty always associated with the way someone looks? Beauty is much deeper than that. 

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And OMG. I can't believed I missed today's special moment: 11/12/13 14:15:16pm!!! DAYUUUUM. Good revelation though :')

For all of you out there :)

At one point or another, you’ll feel as if you’re not worthy of someone’s time or you’re just simply not good enough, and there are millions of others out there who share the same feelings. Everyone has insecurities, but wasting your time to dwell on the unchangeable won’t change anything. So stop saying sorry for being who you are. If you want others look beyond your flaws, first you have to love and respect yourself.

Tuesday 10 December 2013

If we’re meant to be then it doesn't matter how many times we may fall apart and move on, because in the end maybe one day we’ll find our way back to each other.

PS. 3rd post of today... dayuuuum.... imma on da roll... lol jokes.... I felt like this post for some reason.... haizz...
I’m not perfect. Never have been, never will be.
Hey y'all lovelies! :)

How are we all?

So I was thinking, for the rest of these holidays (exclude my getaway) *gonna have to use my brain to think as I don't want my brain to get lazier and laziiierrrr as the day pasts by lol*.....

I will write a personal post or even twice daily if I'm extraa thoughtful that particular day.... It will touch on different kinds of topics, varied, from my insights of certain experiences I had, to something I might be going through at that time.

So ya, all these upcoming personal posts will be labelled as "personal" - for easy future references if any of youse wanna read then.

Hopefully you guys will enjoy reading!

Peace for now!

Love,
Velene xoxo

Monday 9 December 2013

Psychological fact:

When your mood's not good without any reason, you definitely are missing someone.

too true! x

"If you have love, friends, family, health, good humor and a positive attitude towards life, you've got everything!"

Sunday 8 December 2013

When you’re in a relationship,

Don’t forget to be the person you were when they first met you.

Oh and also.... 
Thought I should finally join in the crew of "da-craze-for-kik".... yep... I finally have kik lol :P so that should minimize most questions of "do-you-have-kik/what's-ur-kik"....
SO kik me people - shemelon :D

Saturday 7 December 2013

“It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.” - Oriah Mountain Dreame

Friday 6 December 2013

“You’re going to discover that conversations are best at 4am. The heavier the eyelids, the sincerer the words. Those are the talks you’ll remember. It’s ok not to know the answer and silence is not awkward. It’s shared, so share it more often than not.” - Jeff Stuckel

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And another sad news - RIP Nelson Mandela...We lost one of the most influential leaders today. We have the utmost respect for you and applaud the way you did good with you life. And he's definitely one of those people that showed us how much one person can achieve.

Thursday 5 December 2013

The more you care, the more you have to lose and the more your heart breaks when it's over

Wednesday 4 December 2013

Do not take people's care for granted. No matter how much they love you, people get tired eventually.

Tuesday 3 December 2013

Acting as if nothing borne in mind is the best revenge.

It's all for myself to live better.
Maybe the fault does not lie in the way but in the choice. And there is nothing wrong in love, but in destiny.

Monday 2 December 2013

Suicide.

I have so many messages/asks/emails about suicide/ending your life because of so and so etc.... and I felt like writing this post to dedicate for all you out there....

I’m sure many of us has had the thought of committing suicide. I for one, will admit it’s one of those things that crosses my mind daily. If you’re one of those people who has ever had suicidal thoughts, I just want you to know I’m here for you, I understand you, and most of all, you’re not alone. Everyone has that breaking point in their life and nowadays, it’s extremely hard to find true happiness with the many problems and stress life has thrown at us which blocks our way when we try to search for the key to happiness. It doesn't matter who you are, what race you are or what you’re categorised as, I’m sure you all had one of those days where you feel like nothing but complete emptiness, and you feel as if you’re invaluable and worthless. It’s because we’re human, we were given such complex emotions to differs us from the many other living things on earth. With that said, it’s only normal that even the strongest people have weaknesses. I know how suicide may seem like the perfect answer to some of you, because with death, comes no stress, no problems, and no worries. But I promise you it will the source of problems to many others who are involved in your life, such as your parents, your family, and your friends. You think no one will care, right? That’s where you’re wrong. Your loved ones will be the first to blame themselves when you’re gone, they’ll blame themselves for things that weren't their fault to begin with. I know that times get rough and a lot of bullshit is tearing you apart, but please don’t ever think of ending your life. Instead, think of ways to change your life. I want you to take a moment to reminisce about the good times you've had, think about all the people who are worth living for, and think about how you prove those people who has ever doubted you wrong. I want you to smile like you've never smiled before. I want you to go out and have fun, I want you to live and take risks like the sun won’t raise again tomorrow. I want you to understand you only have one chance at life, and life is fragile, there’s no turning back once you decide to leave the surface of this world. So please, never make permanent decisions when you’re in the extremes of your emotions. Always think twice about your actions and the consequences that comes with your actions. You are loved, and I promise you, things will only get better. Everything in life is temporary, if things are good, enjoy it because it can’t only last forever, and if things are bad, don’t worry because that can’t last forever either. Suicide shouldn't be the solution to your problems. With suicide, you’re only running away from your problems.

Sunday 1 December 2013

WHAT. IT'S 1ST OF DECEMBER. LAST MONTH OF 2013 ALREADY. THAT'S SO QUICK. :P AND THE WEATHER IS PERFECT TOO - AIN'T HOT FOR THE FIRST DAY OF SUMMERRRRR!

And omg.... I'm like addicted into this song... so amazongg! ♥.♥













Ringa linga/Hush/Now had been stuck in my head for so many days too..... ahhh kpop ftw! :D

To all the kpop lovers out there, tell me what's the kpop song/s that's stuck in your head! :)

Saturday 30 November 2013

ALOHAAAAAA! ;)

YE-ASH. OFFICIALLY here to pronounce I'm back to blogging for good :D

And HAPPY SATURDAY everyone! Last day of November... say whaaaat!

Leave youse here for a quoteee~

"It is always up to us, either to get lost in darkness or sparkle and show light to others."

Friday 29 November 2013

No one has the right to judge you, they may have heard things, but they feel less than what you experienced.

Thursday 28 November 2013

Bonjour everyonee! ^.^

Did a post on YOP like few minutes ago, if you haven't seen, go check it out: CLICK ME! :D It's basically a summary of today.

Photo of the day~



















What we had at MeetFresh today.... so gooood! :D



















Awwww and le bro is at his dinner dance.... so cute in his suit and bowtie XD ahhh how I missed school :') *could've post a pic of him but he doesn't want his pic to show up on my blog /shy/ haha*

Since I had some free time before, I answered all the questions already from the 10th November post - CLICK ME, so check them out if you asked questions there ages ago!

Oh and *drum rolls* good news for y'all! I will be back to blogging (daily) on Saturday! :D YAY! Moreover, to think of it, Christmas is like just around da corner, dayuuum this year has gone fast! :P

Toodles!

Love,
Velene xoxo
Sometimes you just have to jump out the window and grow wings on the way down.

Wednesday 27 November 2013

It doesn't matter who hurt you, or broke you down, what matters is who made you smile again.

Tuesday 26 November 2013

A true friend is someone who perceives the pain in your eyes while the others believe the grin on your face. 

Monday 25 November 2013

Life and time are the two best teachers. 
Life teaches us to make good use of time and time teaches us the value of life.

Happy Monday everyone! :D

So yesterday, went out whole day (pretty much!) and posted HERE if you can't be bother to check where is it OR you can just scroll down and it's the next post aka Sunday 24th post :)

Toodles! xoxo

Sunday 24 November 2013

End of year BBQ catch up!~

Hmmm... how shall I start?....

Okay here comes....

*Cos imma such a lazy bummm, I shall dot it all rather than writing in sentences lol! :P*

- Woke up pretty damn early, since today's a Sunday, the public transport is like gay, as in the bus/train comes every 30mins/1hr instead of the usual 15mins kinda thing ergh >.< Made in one piece and also on the dot, got on the train and met Viv there :)

- Arrived at the city, walked to the "cactus" place and got picked up by my friend's dad. And 4 of us girls arrived at Charles Paterson Park (really good place for bbq/picnic if you haven't been! I think all Perth-ians been there before lol, anyway, great river view and it's like next to Burswood so yea :P) We got there around 10:05am and we thought we were late cos the actual event on fb said it starts at 10. However.... we saw most of the spots taken... cos well today's a sunday family bbq/picnic day like kids everywhere lol...

- Then around 10:35am, we found out that others just arrived on the somewhat other end of the park!

Overall, the bbq was amazong! Great food, great games, perfect weather (except wind/breeze was REALLY strong *hair whipped back and forth*) and just great chilling with yad people :D

- Afterwards, head back to the temple to discuss about next year events! Looking forward to 'em! :DD

- Nek minek.....

- Rawwwrr dinner time XD went all the way to south of da river to have dins dins! :)

- Stayed there till like 10:30pm until we north-ers decided it's time to leave :P To me, it wasn't a biggie like there was no certain time I have to be back home by *one of my many privileges of over 18 lol!* but 2 of my friends - Viv has to get pick up by her friends and they waited for her in the city for half an hour already, they were getting pissed (cos the night's cold!) and literally called her every minute here and there... the atmosphere was truly intense.. damn! And while the other friend, Grace is still a highschool-er aka have to go to school tomorrow, and she's doing yr11 subjects.... damn... and she hasn't done her homework/study... darnn all-nighter for her.. and she was stressing as well! That section of da ride was truly intense and the driver (feel so sorry for him!) had to like speed (didn't get fine fortunately!!) to drop those two off... :S

But ya.... I was like the last one to drop off! Got home around 11:25pm.

30 minutes later... like around 11:55pm, decided to head to sleep since I pretty much had a long day but I couldn't sleep... so off I went.... to check all my media sites to see if there's any new notifications... and indeeed there were :P

- nothing "special" i guess at:
                - weibo (usual notifications)
                - formspring (mostly q's)
                - email (mostly q's)
- Tumblr - thanks for spaamming! Love you guys♥
- Facebook - notifications as usual and 2 more new friend requests :3 I really don't accept randoms... I used to... but a lesson learnt... twas not a great idea :P especially those with no profile picture or some kind of cartoon d.p or some fb profiles that are really obvious that twas created a week ago or something... erm kay... :S so fakeee... And yes, there's a "follow" button on facebook as you all know, so thanks to some people, they actually follow me rather than adding, cheers to those! :D eventhough I rarely post "publicly", I'll try that next time I post. And also spamming my fb inbox doesn't really help either.....

After all that checking, I headed to my sleep land like around 12:30 am :)

Ta for now!

Ps. I didn't take any picture/s, cos there's professional cameras around :D so ya, I probs add some here when they post them on facebook!

Love,
Velene xoxo

Unless you try to do something beyond what you have already mastered, or you will never grow up.

Saturday 23 November 2013

You're never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.

Friday 22 November 2013

It’s always between what I want and what I should.

I want to but I can’t....
I can but I shouldn't....
I shouldn't but I…

..... still did.
Don't say you don't have a choice, perhaps, at the next intersection and you'll see hope.

Thursday 21 November 2013

Love is a lamp, while friendship is the shadow. When the lamp is off, you will find the shadow everywhere. Friend is who can give you strength at last! :D

Wednesday 20 November 2013

A lie need ten lies to patch up, and ten lies need one hundred lies to patch up. It will get harder and harder to patch up. 

Tuesday 19 November 2013

One small positive thought in the morning can change your whole day. 

Monday 18 November 2013

LOL. I heard http://what-would-i-say.com/ is going viral on facebook! And saw too, my newsfeed is like clogged up with em :3 SO ya, tried it out today during one of my study breaks.. as a "good" form of procastination XD
Check it out if you haven't! :D It's hilariousss! :P And also it's superbly funny if your a facebook regular who post status updates all the time... XD... like me *ahem*

Below were some of them that I screenshot n collaged them cos I lol-ed so much!

Ermahgerd on the second one LOL :P just realised 4 status updates were mashed up to create that!

Ta for now!

PS. I have received a couple of emails about the Q&A thingo, as I've mentioned earlier on the 10th Nov - I clearly said I will stop answering any questions after that UNTIL exams are over, which technically mean, I will get to them when I officially come back to blogging (regularly) :P So ya, it's not that I'm avoiding/purposedly not answer them, it's just I don't have that time on my hands to do them :S You guys can still continue asking questions on this post as some of you had done or tumblr or formspring, your pick! But for me to answer them, y'all will have to wait :)

Ciao! xoxo




Sometimes we don’t need advice. We just need somebody to listen.

Sunday 17 November 2013

When you fully trust a person without any doubt, you finally get one of the two results: a person for life, or a lesson for life.

Saturday 16 November 2013

I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating I need to stop procrastinating.
I MISS MY CHILDHOOD.

Friday 15 November 2013

quick dropping by haha~~

I saw my earlier selves as different people, acquaintances I had outgrown. I wondered how I could ever have been some of them.

I'm not as strong as you think, but I can't find the place where the weak can rest. 

Thursday 14 November 2013

There are three things life brings us:tears, smiles and memories. Tears gets wipe away. A smile fades away. But memories last a lifetime.
It has not been the time yet to give up as long as you still feel it is not the end.

Wednesday 13 November 2013

One day you’ll find someone who shows you why it never worked out with someone else. 
Purposely holding your feelings back because you know it's for the best.
“I fall in love with people’s passion. The way their eyes light up when they talk about the thing/s they love and the way they fill with light.”

It's a new day :)


Tuesday 12 November 2013

After sending a risky text, one minute seems like an eternity. 
And in this moment, I need to be needed, want to be wanted, I love to be loved.

Monday 11 November 2013

People don't leave because things are hard. 
People do leave because it's no longer worth it.

WOW. 11/11 today! Make a wish at 11:11am/11:11pm :D

You smiling at me is my daily dose of magic.

Sunday 10 November 2013

OhMyGoodnessGraciousMe.

This. Is. Truly. Driving. Me. Crazy.
I just got told by some awesome people that what I commented didn't showed up in their news feed, BUT it's showing on mine. what the feck. Think the last post is REALLY overflowed hence it decided to crash on me -.- WHYYYYY. THE. TROLL. NOW. IHATECHU.

I'll do them manually here since I actually did put in effort to reply you all so ya!

So the person who commented, "HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET OUT OF THE FRIEND ZONE." and onwards, I have been told that the comments are not there?! So ya, read on if your one of those :P



















NUMBER ONE

You can’t. If someone has friendzoned you, that means they have not thought and will never want you more than just a “friend.” it hurts, but it’s the reality. I guess you could confess to them, but honestly, if they haven’t given any hints that they might be interested in you then it’s a no go.

NUMBER TWO

Let it pass. I mean, she will be annoyed at you for even logging onto her Facebook without permission in the first place so it’s best that you just let it go so she doesn’t have to yell at you. If she didn’t flirt back, then that’s all that matters. Just trust her.

NUMBER THREE

Don’t ever say that. If you’re born into this world - it doesn’t mean you’re useless or you’re just here because there has been a mistake or whatnot. It means that you’re given the chance to live your life. To be positive and enjoy what life gives you. I know that life can be complicated sometimes, but that is definitely not a reason to end it. You’ve got so much to live for. And I assure you that if you’re in a rough state today, you will eventually get past your situation and be happy. What’s the purpose of living? I think it’s to enjoy what God/Earth has given you. To explore, to give love, to receive love. How about eventually settling down and having your own kid? Don’t you want that? Don’t you want to explore around the world to experience different cultures/lives? Don’t you want to get out there and achieve something? I’m sure you do.

NUMBER FOUR

Tell your best friend how you feel about this. And if she continues to look past it well then, that’s for you to decide. Do you think she’s a good friend? Think about it. Confront to her. Don’t worry about the bestfriend’s friends because hey, they’re not your friends therefore they shouldn’t be a concern to you.















NUMBER FIVE

Facebook: annoying, people say the most stupidest things/take photos of the most stupidest and sluttiest poses. But nevertheless, I still go on Facebook to contact with my friends. Though if I didn’t have to, I wouldn’t have Facebook at all. It’s an overrated site.

Tumblr: it’s becoming like Facebook. Overrated. Though I like tumblr more than Facebook.

NUMBER SIX

no worries :)

NUMBER SEVEN

Well I would. But then again, if that happened to me, I would immediately think that my “guy friend” is crushing on me. And that all my friends will think the same - therefore result in having a really awkward friendship from then onwards. But nevertheless, the thought of getting flowers for a girl - whether it’s just a friend or something more, it’s pretty damn cute. Just be cautious of what message you might be implying if you do so.

NUMBER EIGHT

Not at all :) I think you have mysophobia which is completely normal. I mean, you’re better off being super clean than dirty right?! Don’t take it negatively :)















NUMBER NINE

I think you should really avoid thinking about death. I know how it feels to be fearful of death. I mean, personally I’m not scared of my own death but I am absolutely terrified of my parents. And other loved ones. Just the thought of losing them one day makes me tremble. Reason why I avoid things like that and think of things positively. Instead of worrying about death and the death of your loved ones, why don’t you just acknowledge the great things about life instead? Treasure every moment with your parents, siblings etc. Be grateful that you have them in your life. Be grateful of your life. Spend every minute it with pure joy and happiness. Like people say, live life to the fullest. You only get one chance of experiencing it. Don’t think about death. I mean, let’s be real here, that day has to come eventually. But that doesn’t mean there’s a need to think about it in the present. Love your life. Live your life.

NUMBER 10

Everybody’s got their bad days/weeks. Just try to make the most of things by staying a little more positive. With studies, get back to it. I’m sure if you have the motivation to do well, your scores and concentration educationally will rise in no time. As for friends/crush/social life, just fix things up if you’re having friends issues and/or ask to hang out whenever you’re free to reconnect. As for life in general, again, not every aspect of everything you deal with in life is going to be perfect. It’s impossible to not deal with shitty days and whatnot :) you just need to stay positive and somehow look at it on the bright side.

NUMBER 11

what, that is absolutely crazy. I assure you that your mum loves you so much - whether she chooses it or not. Don’t say that she doesn’t. But even if she “does,” that’s not a reason to commit suicide or run away. I know it’s hard to deal with things at home, I mean, everybody has to deal with it, but I guarantee you that things will get better. Rely on your family and friends to support you, whether it’s your father or your best friend etc. There is someone out there who cares. There is someone out there who wants to listen to your worries and troubles. And there are definitely so people out there, who love, care and never ever want you to end your life or run away. Don’t think harshly. Everything will get better.

NUMBER 12

There will be times where you feel like nothing is going your way. Like everything is turning out so bad that you just want to run away from it and never ever have to deal with it. But there are times that you can’t. And honestly, there are and will be times where running away are not an option. You need to face the music. You need to face the reality. Not everything can go your way. Sometimes, that’s just the way life rolls. You either face it and simply accept it as it is, or simply cry it all out and move on.















OOPZ. JUST REALISED. I ACCIDENTALLY DIDN'T CROPPED OUT 13.
NUMBER 12 = NUMBER 13 :P

NUMBER 14

you expand the first two bracket, and then expand using your answer with the third brackets… if that made sense D: try khanacademy – it’s real good, they explain like everything lol in video formats!

NUMBER 15

inbox me through fb or tumblr :) but I don’t usually add randoms, so we’ll see haha XD

NUMBER 16


you don’t let her use you again. She left you and then came back when she needed you. Do you think that’s a good friend? Of course not. She was able to balance her relationships and friendships but instead, she decided to just ditch you for her boyfriend. And so why do you think that you would even think twice about letting her back into your life when you know exactly that she’s only coming back for your help? What makes you think that she’s not going to end up running away again after she’s done with you? Trust me, you deserve a better friend. A better friend would never leave and then come back when she needs you.


THAT'S IT! :D

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

PEOPLE.

MY EMAIL HAS TRULY FLOODED BY YOUSE COMMENTS :P

Well ya, eventhough I said I will retire myself from blogging but this will be the last post before I go off! There's already a LOT of comments/questions on my previous post (8th Nov) XD So ya, please stick with asking questions over there, it'll be so much easy to handle and answer them.


CLICK ME TO ASK QUESTION/S


AND also seriously, those seedy anons? Don't youse have better things to do??

Also. Wow. seriously. Before I checked, there's around 80 or so comments, nek minek, is like 130 something O.O This has gone viral, actually more viral than I originally thought it would be. It's gonna be a while until I answer all of them. Having a feeling more questions will be coming in... so ya, please be patient! :P

Moreover.... 

And also for those haters that messaged me privately, for examples, "I don't think you're very good at advice/gtfo/delete your blog/go die" and all that shitzza. I never said I was good at it. If anything, I don’t even think I should even call this “advice.” It’s just my opinion :) People come to ask for my OPINION. I don’t expect people to go “OMG, VELENE IS SO RIGHT. I'm so going to listen to her.” I’m just giving them my perspective of what i would do in their situation or/and simply just my intake of what I think when I read their problems. 

And I will answer all the questions tonight, so fire all if you have any, as I will start my retirement of blogging and answering questions, starting tomorrow. And I will get back answering questions when exams are done :)

xPeacex

Love,
Velene xoxo

It’s amazing how much emotion a song can deliver....

Amazing yet scary.

Saturday 9 November 2013

One of the hardest part in life is forcing yourself to forget the things that made you happy just because it's over.

Friday 8 November 2013

Say what.

Uni is officially finished for 2013.. actually wait a minute, let me rephrase that, uni classes are finally finished for this year! AND exams are coming in less than two weeks.... FML. It's great that uni gives us a study break before exams start..... but one week is definitely not enough, especially for pharmacy....! There's too much to revise/memorise/do! Arghhhhhh I think I'll go bonkers.... way before exams! :P

And I swear this year is like a payback time for curtin-ers cos last year, we finished hell early and uwa-ers finished late so while they were having exams, we already finished and we teased them so much about em! Now it's the opposite! :P Their turn to tease us LOL! XD

On that note, I don't think I will be blogging for a while :( I have schedule posts to be posted everyday.... *I know that's cheating!* but it's the best I can do for now aka keeping this blog "alive" and not empty and dull during my short retirement away from blog lol :P Moreover, my life won't be that interesting anyways during this study week/break, cos all I'll be doing is [study/eat/sleep/exercise] back and forth haha! :3 I swear I will actually binge a lot!!!! And it's funny how studying pharmacy which is supposed to be about maintaining good health yet is so damn unhealthy! XD

Oh! And also I just remembered! Several of you awesomers have tumblr-ed me questions, I'll do my best in answering them all before my retirement begin! :D and also there were quite a lot of similarities of questions in regarding to make an ask.fm account.... I don't think I'm gonna make one tbh! :P Sozzles! So ya, if youse have any question/s, ask away via:

Cya! :)

Love,
Velene xoxo
Have a trip!!
What the world can give you is always beyond what runs wild in your mind. 

Wednesday 6 November 2013

Thought of the day...

I don't give up easily.

BUT...... Should I give up in this xxx situation?.... for my own good?

To be honest, I never really listen to warnings but then again, I regretted afterwards cos I chose not to hear them out... now I'm given another warning, should I really follow it.... or should I ignore it? But then if I ignore it, the ending doesn't look that great either :O And if I follow it, it makes me the "bad guy".... oh man...

.... So confusing.

Hate to be stuck in between "give up" AND "don't give up"!

*SIGH*

Moreover....

"Have you ever had that feeling? That feeling where you don’t know what to do when you have two different thoughts mixed together. One part of you wants you to do it, but then the other part of you doesn’t. You don’t know what to choose. You need help, but you don’t know where to get the help because you know its only up to you. You’re the one choosing. That feeling sucks."

Toodles! ~

PS. Don't fret, this aint really a rant rant post! It's just that I felt like letting it out here on my blog :P
Sometimes I get this urge to talk to you, and then I remember that you're a different person now, it's just sad because I miss you, a lot. 

Tuesday 5 November 2013

"You are sun of a beach."

hahahahhahahaha!
Did you guys get it?
Sahhhh hilarious! XDD
*still laughing* 
ROFL.

Ciaoooo! :)

Monday 4 November 2013

Never change yourself just because someone has a problem with it.What makes you different,makes you unique.

Sunday 3 November 2013

You see what you believe.


Did a "miracle" just happened?

First of all, regarding to my last rant post, I'm really blessed to have you lovely followers supporting/comforting/giving me your opinions and you know just being there, really did console me. I read all the comments and I really appreciated you all dropping by and leave one :)

Had a really late night sleep.... I slept at like around 2:30am -.- yet I woke up really early this morning, went for a jog, thinking to myself, you know there's more to this world than what I was complaining about, I should be blessed and grateful that at least there are some things going the right way/the way I want them to be, I guess. And for the things that do not work out, I should not get all hyped about it and I should just accept it and let it flow. After jog, there was a thai temple nearby and they had a meditation sesh, so I was like why not, let's do it. After all, I need my yin and yang to be adjusted back to normal. I had too much dark forces in me that need to released out. LOL.... I totally sounded like I'm in Star Wars or something haha.... This coming week is the last week of uni fml.... so I really need to be back to my normal self and exams coming very soon as well and I need to be very prepared! My feelings and state of mind actually became more stable and relaxed after that deep meditating session :) Thought through heaps as well...

To be honest, I'm more calmed now. I'm more relaxed. Once again, reminding myself that this is just life. There's ups and downs. You don't know what is gonna happen next, just enjoy every moment of now :) especially, I should be really grateful that I'm still alive, and not off the hook and go kill myself :3 LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.

And youse know how I was stuck in a seesaw, not having the courage to take another step, you know what guys? That courage is back. I'm more reluctant to take another shot now :) Yay! I'm really glad to tell you all... that girl is gradually coming back on the track :)

PS. I know I labelled this post as a rant, eventhough it's not a rant at all. But I didn't know what to label it and it's also a response to the post, so eh, group em together :)

Love,
Velene xoxo