I really hate my tendency of brushing my problems away and then trying to forget that anything ever happened. It’s all good at first because I’ll actually forget why I was ever upset and I’ll go back to being normal, but then eventually the problem somehow always resurfaces and I find myself even more upset than I was to begin with. This just causes me to be sad and mad about the same things over and over and over again because my problems always have an open end, and I don’t know why the hell I continue to put myself through this and put all this unwanted stress on me. I know everything could be solved for the most part if I just learned to deal with it all head on, but god I hate confrontations. I just don’t wanna deal with it.

I really wish I could just erase all the problems in my life away and never have to remember nor think about them again, but ugh that’s life for ya I guess -.-