You could say I’ve been broken and destroyed time and time again and it was only natural for me to put up boundaries in order to protect myself from anyone else becoming so close to me. These boundaries are like checkpoints, rules and regulations you must follow in order to pass. I guess what I’m trying to say is im just waiting for someone to be able to surpass my boundaries and be deemed as ‘won’t hurt me,’ so far none are worthy..

..maybe I’m not waiting for the perfect one, maybe I’m just waiting for someone that I willingly will just let the boundaries fall for them.

If another girl steals him away,

Let it be. If he really did care about you, he would have brushed the other girl off, he would have realised what he was doing was wrong, he would’ve told her to back off and go find someone else, but instead, he allowed her to take him away from you. And you don’t want a guy like that, because that ain’t a man, that’s just another horny little boy. See, real men are loyal. And loyal men don’t get stolen.

Recovery is one of the hardest things you will ever do. But, trust me when I say that it is so very worthwhile. Your breathing gets easier. Your tears stop falling. Your smiles get true. And your heart gets stronger.

Whatever you do, follow your instinct. If something feels wrong to you, acknowledge it. Tell yourself it doesn’t feel right. Do not let yourself get into things you didn’t actually want to get into. Value your comfort and safety over everything else. Trust your gut.