Eventhough I have a crush on someone at the moment but lately I’ve been feeling that I’m meant to always be alone and that's how it's supposed to be. I'm slowly becoming more ok with the idea of it but the thought of not being alone isn’t completely gone, it probably would be nice... I honestly don’t know how it would go anymore since I don’t really have a relatively normal relationship with anyone in my life. No point really thinking about this, I’ll just keep doing what I’m doing and let whatever happens happen when life throws it at me!