I mean, don’t get me wrong. It’s not like I look at myself in the mirror in the morning and dislike who I see or anything. I have just decided that it is time for another milestone in my development.
As most of you know, for the past 2 months, I was really stressed out with the situations and events that have occurred in my life, I find myself being unusually frustrated and hopeless. And I don’t want to be any of those things. I take pride in being a bundle of good vibes and good energies – and being those things make me feel uncomfortable.
I’ve always been the person who people come to, and still do to talk about their problems, or just to have a good talk. Always have been the bubbly, optimistic, and happy person I have been. I believe I am still that person, but there has been situations where I used to be able to ignore these negativity feels and focus on the good to where I have been a “savage”. I apologise because I’m realizing that’s not me. I don’t want to do that anymore. I’m not perfect and I’m far from it. I realise that my past experiences in life and things I’ve been through have made me the way I am, and I’m trying to change it for the better.
The fact is, it seems, that the most you can hope for is to be a little less, in the end, the creature you were in the beginning, and in the middle. I am kind, and humble enough to know that I am simply trying to be better than the person I was yesterday. Today I am grateful for all the people that are loving and kind to me.
It feels good to know that my future is in a better place than it was a couple months ago. I’m making great strides towards something big that will not only reward me, it will reward the ones around me in a big way.
As most of you know, for the past 2 months, I was really stressed out with the situations and events that have occurred in my life, I find myself being unusually frustrated and hopeless. And I don’t want to be any of those things. I take pride in being a bundle of good vibes and good energies – and being those things make me feel uncomfortable.
I’ve always been the person who people come to, and still do to talk about their problems, or just to have a good talk. Always have been the bubbly, optimistic, and happy person I have been. I believe I am still that person, but there has been situations where I used to be able to ignore these negativity feels and focus on the good to where I have been a “savage”. I apologise because I’m realizing that’s not me. I don’t want to do that anymore. I’m not perfect and I’m far from it. I realise that my past experiences in life and things I’ve been through have made me the way I am, and I’m trying to change it for the better.
The fact is, it seems, that the most you can hope for is to be a little less, in the end, the creature you were in the beginning, and in the middle. I am kind, and humble enough to know that I am simply trying to be better than the person I was yesterday. Today I am grateful for all the people that are loving and kind to me.
It feels good to know that my future is in a better place than it was a couple months ago. I’m making great strides towards something big that will not only reward me, it will reward the ones around me in a big way.
