I miss him. I really miss him. I thought I would be over him by now, but I can’t keep my mind off of him. Somehow he has my every thought. I love him, and probably will always.
I hurt him by lying to him. I feel so shit. But why oh why, through endless attempts, can't I force myself to believe that lie?
I thought I knew what love was, but once I lost him, I experienced something so different. I felt my heart break for the very first time of my life. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. Why am I feeling this way? This is just the process/karma, right? Right?
I thought I can just forget him.. forget what we used to have, just simply forget everything about him.
But here I am, failing to move on because my thoughts of him are still continuously running around in my head telling me that he's no longer mine and we’re no longer us.
I just wish for the time being that I can escape this place call reality and just not feel.
I hurt him by lying to him. I feel so shit. But why oh why, through endless attempts, can't I force myself to believe that lie?
I thought I knew what love was, but once I lost him, I experienced something so different. I felt my heart break for the very first time of my life. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. Why am I feeling this way? This is just the process/karma, right? Right?
I thought I can just forget him.. forget what we used to have, just simply forget everything about him.
But here I am, failing to move on because my thoughts of him are still continuously running around in my head telling me that he's no longer mine and we’re no longer us.
I just wish for the time being that I can escape this place call reality and just not feel.
