To be civil with someone you don’t like is one thing, but to pretend to like them and be buddy buddy with them when you’re talking sh*t behind their back just doesn’t make any sense to me………..

Like why go through all that trouble??

The older I get the more I realise

• Friendship is not something that is common. Genuine friendship is rare.
• Everybody wants something and never ask themselves what they bring to the table
• The energy you give the world is the energy you receive
• Time alone is not a bad thing
• Love is a gift and is not something you can demand or force
• Being comfortable should be your main priority.

Some days are harder for me than others but I’m trying. Some days I can find the happiness, some days I feel like I’m forcing it. I can’t tell anymore. Some days I tell myself I’ll be ok. Some days I tell myself what a horrible person I am. Some days I cry and some days I can’t. There are too many days but I’m trying. I’m trying my best but some days it’s not enough.