There’s so much I want to tell you, yet I leave so many words unsaid. The question of how long will I be able to fight back the urge of talking to you before this feeling eats me up alive has always crossed my mind. Honestly, there’s really no telling how long it will take for me to completely forget about you, or if I’m even able to forget about you. 
I can only continue as I am now, silenced by the pain.