Have you ever not liked someone in a romantic way and everything is cool and all then they do something small like touch your shoulder or say something funny and you just kind of freeze and think....

oh

oh no.

Have you ever wondered if everyone is going through the same thing as you? Or if they’ve already been through it or maybe they haven’t yet but they will soon. Because the truth is, we’ve all been in that place. We may call it different names, we may think we’re the only ones but we’re not. But I just hope for the next person who’s going through it, has someone there to help them along the way, because I don’t think I’d want someone else to go through the things like me and other people have been through. Sometimes some people deserve better, and the people who hurt them deserve what’s coming. 

People say a lot can change in a year… And holy crap it's true. It really has. Everything has changed in my life. When I say everything… it means everything. I didn’t realise it until someone asked me what was new in my life and it finally hit me. Since then, my feels have been strong and what sucks is that I don’t even have anyone to vent to it about… anymore. I can’t say that I miss how everything was… but there is a lot that I miss.

But what's crazy is that… although everything is different now, things are so so good. Not gonna go into much detail because I don’t want to jinx it.

Crazy how things work out.