I don’t think anyone seriously understands how much I want to escape. It’s like when you’re just too damn freaking frustrated with yourself because you can’t get anything right and that’s how I feel with my life right now. 
I am never going to be perfect or happy and I’m just so angry and sad at the same time. 
I’m tired of it all. 
I don’t want to be here anymore. 
I don’t want to try anymore.