Someone has confessed something so delicate to me and yet I choose to ignore it. Someone has seen something in me despite the fact I have avoided, rejected and even tune out their very existence. In my defense you have become quite obsessed. Nonetheless you deserve someone better than how I have been treating you. Your words should not be wasted on someone who will not return the favour.

As I'm typing this on the 16th March 2019, I stopped for a split second, to turn on another tab and checked when was the last post I did - and that was the 22nd December 2018. About 3 months ago. Yes only 3 months I told myself - it wasn't meant to be a designated break - but it became. I felt like the more I grew (mentally), the less I could convey my emotions into words. There's so much in my head right now yet I can't translate into words. I know it will take time. As things do.

But for now, au revoir! x