Sunday 3 November 2013

Did a "miracle" just happened?

First of all, regarding to my last rant post, I'm really blessed to have you lovely followers supporting/comforting/giving me your opinions and you know just being there, really did console me. I read all the comments and I really appreciated you all dropping by and leave one :)

Had a really late night sleep.... I slept at like around 2:30am -.- yet I woke up really early this morning, went for a jog, thinking to myself, you know there's more to this world than what I was complaining about, I should be blessed and grateful that at least there are some things going the right way/the way I want them to be, I guess. And for the things that do not work out, I should not get all hyped about it and I should just accept it and let it flow. After jog, there was a thai temple nearby and they had a meditation sesh, so I was like why not, let's do it. After all, I need my yin and yang to be adjusted back to normal. I had too much dark forces in me that need to released out. LOL.... I totally sounded like I'm in Star Wars or something haha.... This coming week is the last week of uni fml.... so I really need to be back to my normal self and exams coming very soon as well and I need to be very prepared! My feelings and state of mind actually became more stable and relaxed after that deep meditating session :) Thought through heaps as well...

To be honest, I'm more calmed now. I'm more relaxed. Once again, reminding myself that this is just life. There's ups and downs. You don't know what is gonna happen next, just enjoy every moment of now :) especially, I should be really grateful that I'm still alive, and not off the hook and go kill myself :3 LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.

And youse know how I was stuck in a seesaw, not having the courage to take another step, you know what guys? That courage is back. I'm more reluctant to take another shot now :) Yay! I'm really glad to tell you all... that girl is gradually coming back on the track :)

PS. I know I labelled this post as a rant, eventhough it's not a rant at all. But I didn't know what to label it and it's also a response to the post, so eh, group em together :)

Love,
Velene xoxo

25 comments:

  1. YAYAYAYAYAY! <3

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  2. yay! no more f words! the brightful girl is back! :D <3

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  3. this is so good to hear that you did not fall into the dark trap :) so happy for you! i guess by the title, everything's resolved? xx

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    1. i can say that things are going back to normal, i guess :) x

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  4. woke up to this post! :D this is greattt!! <3 tat guy better not make you sad anymore!! :D

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    1. awwwww u cutie patootie <3 :D thanks for being there! xo

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  5. yay! see, you should have released it out to me sooner, and that way my pray would had work n it's all resolved before you had to do a rant post XD anyways, glad to hear velene is actually back for real!!! :D
    like what ruru said, if he bullies u again, I'll actually punch him. Mark my words :D
    LOL and the most funniest thing is that when ruru saw this post, she called me to check it out XD someone's real keen ;)) nah, we are all here for you when you need us :)

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    1. omg did u just wrote that?
      lol your nice for once LOL XD
      nah, ily :) thanks for being there man!
      nawwwww xo

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    2. nah jesus wrote that ;)
      haha i know right, i wonder what got into me!!
      no worries! "anytime" :D

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    3. oh hear comes the jesus joke again! :P
      haha :)

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    4. haha it took you 10 minutes to realise that? LOL.

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    5. -.- shuddup. stahp being mean :(

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    6. haha you know im only joking!! :D

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  6. I bet things are all cleared up? :D <3

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  7. i wish you luck! and remember, there's many obstacles in a relationship, and what makes a forever lasting relationship is that both of you can successfully pass all of them :D <3

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  8. May good luck be your friend in whatever you do and may trouble be always a stranger to you. :D

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