Monday 28 April 2014

Sometimes we say and do things a certain way because it’s easier.

It’s easier to say simple things, rather than explaining how we really feel. Most of the time, we can barely explain how we truly feel. Yay or nay haha? Personally for me, it's because sometimes it’s easier to say nothing than "I miss you, I wish we didn't fight, or end things, I wish you were here with me again, I wish you’d call sometimes. Where have you been? Why’d we drift?"
Because sometimes it’s easier to think "Fuck this, fuck life, fuck everything." Rather than admitting that you’re struggling, you’re overwhelmed, or having the sensation feel of drowning.

Because at times, it’s so much easier to admit the simple things. So much easier than saying the more complex things and realising that you've been out of control, and your touch has been complete chaos.