I feel paralysed. I feel numb on the outside and numb on the inside. I feel as if my mind has stopped functioning, yet I am still able to think and perceive the way I do. Thoughts are still seeping out from the darkest corners of my mind, but my hearts seems to have bottled so much.
I want to explode. An explosion of a thousand words. A thousand tears. A thousand thoughts. A thousand reasons. I do not deserve this especially being pushed away. Maybe we are just going to be the “used to be’s” or the “maybes.” I am still here reaching out for your touch, but not even a single touch has been felt.
I need closure.
I want to explode. An explosion of a thousand words. A thousand tears. A thousand thoughts. A thousand reasons. I do not deserve this especially being pushed away. Maybe we are just going to be the “used to be’s” or the “maybes.” I am still here reaching out for your touch, but not even a single touch has been felt.
I need closure.
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