Just think for a moment about the fact that every single person is a person.
You can talk to any of them and they will talk back and every one of them will have something different to say. They’re all as complex as you are, and you’re probably more complex than you realize. Each of them is full of their own questions and hypocrisies and delightful twists and turns. There’s a whole world hidden inside every skull.
Anyways, hello everyone :) Been very busy with uni lately thus explained my absence in blogging. Able to keep myself busy (meaning in weekends) so far successfully to avoid overthinking about stupid things, which I unrelentingly always end up to do so and regretted.
I guess I could say that I was a very technology-person/social-media-addict aka I would spend on my phone 24-7 like no jokes. But now I've detached myself with phone and with social media related apps, and in exchange, been meeting, chatting and chilling with new people :) I'm so glad I chose that... as I've been happier (I got it emphasized to me a lot from people around me hmm maybe it is in fact, true) since I don't have a gazillion changing feelings every minute or so in replying to people's messages (not that I don't like to but sometimes I really can't be bother/not feel like it). My life has been better so far (really! for those who're persistently asking/checking). I wasn't so well, you know at the first week but hey, this is life. Then I got sick for a week and a bit. (karma right there for me being a complete bitch x.x) I won't say I'm fully recovered because I'm actually not but I'm getting better, I just wish my coughing goes away, been taking rikodeine and I hate cough liquid medicine :(
To be honest though, sometimes, I get into this shitty-mood and just shut everyone off but ay, I'm still here :)
Not just that, I also no longer feel the intense desire to cling to or to reach out to that person.
I came across this quote few days ago:

"...'Dont marry an orange and expect him to turn into an apple.' If you want an orange, great. If not, put him back in the proverbial fruit bowl for someone else to enjoy and move on."

― Amy E. Spiegel, Letting Go of Perfect: Women, Expectations, and Authenticity

I shall leave youse all with the quote... before I bore you any further, here's what I've been participating lately haha: http://tap.unicefusa.org/  It's really cool! If you do have the time, you should try it out yourself! It's basically for every 10 minutes you don't touch your phone, you help to give clean water to children in need! So the longer you don't touch your phone, you get to help more! Pretty cool isn't it? :D GOGOGOGO haha~

Have a fabulous soon-to-be april week! Enjoy today as well as it's the last day of March~

Catcha all next time, whenever that may be! :)

Love,
Velene xoxo