Today was not a good day for me... >.<
You just never know what is gonna happen next... let alone, next second...
Sprained my right ankle.. as u can see (or not see) on my instagram post
Legitly happened within a split second, one second I was normal and the next second, hjdsabkbfuz and off to hospital I went...
I can't even bear any weight on my right leg cos it fucking hurts when I try to do so :S
So grateful though that I only sprained (soft tissue injury) and not like broken a bone... that'd be disastrous!!
And luckily, my friends were around me before my parents came, ya, I was shaking like nonstop, never. again. Worst experience ever. I think it was just the combo of shock, pain, numb and what is gonna happen :3
Hopefully I make a quick recovery tho! Or else it'll be a pain in the ass to limp to exam arghhh :/
WHY.

YOU know what gets me?

When someone makes a 'joke' or a comment on something that’s actually one of my insecurities and they don’t realise it. Yeah, I usually never say anything but damn, shit hurts. Especially when I have to try to go along with them while I’m slowly dying on the inside. People need to be more sensitive, if you notice something negative about a person, you don’t have to point it out to the whole world. Words can do some serious damage and just because something is funny to you, it doesn't mean everyone else will appreciate your “sense of humor”.

"Do you ever want to slap yourself in the face because you know you should be doing something productive but instead you choose to sit in front of a laptop for hours on end doing shit that has no beneficial impact on your life and this just happens day after day after day and still you refuse to accept the fact that you have a problem?"

When I text someone who has their phone with them all the time, and I know for a fact they’re always checking it, yet they take forever to respond back. It makes no sense. What are you always checking then, the weather?
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I rarely relate my instagram post on here :P But man, legitly, for once, I WAS STOKED on how many likes I got in this picture I posted yesterday.... :P I've never got a gazillion likes/notifications before... this is all rather new..
If you haven't see, click HERE.

Confession of the day: I know I act like I hate you...

The truth is I could never hate you. I'm just so mad things turned out to be this way.

I feel that..

..the cutest relationship would be two people who are truly comfortable with each other, like they could be doing nothing all day but still having the best time with each other presence. They don’t need all the surprises, cute videos and pictures, to prove to others that their relationship is great, although those are included in their relationship from time to time. 
Actually, I just like couples who don’t publicise their relationship meaning they keep most of their relationships to themselves. Sometimes all the couples I see online are just too much/too overrated. I mean with all the surprises they share, have the same ideas. It does get old, but that’s just my opinion ayee.

I've created this blog only to extract how I feel.

Thoughts that over-pound my soul and mind leaving me bombarded and helpless. Who would have known how a simple blog could bury and hide so much from the outside world. Things that are left here, stories that are written here, memories that haunt the mind here, thoughts that are scattered all over the pages that seem never-ending, are all too complex in this narrative.
This is the place where I could escape and not have to worry about anyone or anything, but myself. A place where I may be critiqued, yet heard. An accommodation of unknown thoughts, but a place where people can listen and travel with. Questions left unanswered, thoughts venting out - letting it out in this bewildering passage.
A dimension where people have managed to stay hidden between pages and name; I myself have included as well.

Confession:

I miss you. It’s not the type of longing that I am used to, it’s weird, because I don’t necessarily miss you, I miss us. Everything we were, everything we could have been. Those late nights, long conversations.. The way you were able to turn everything bad in my life good.

PS. I know I've been MIA (I'm still alive! :P) these days, so I'm gonna try my best to at least write 2 posts each week :)

Confession:

I usually look at the worst possible side of every situation, and I make big deals out of the simple things. Too often, I let my emotions take over my thoughts then I end up getting over emotional for the stupidest reason. Others can’t understand how I feel, and I never bother to explain because my problems are the ones I create for myself and they don’t actually exist. I know over-thinking only leads to unhealthy thoughts but hey, there’s nothing I can do to stop myself.