I miss him. I really miss him. I thought I would be over him by now, but I can’t keep my mind off of him. Somehow he has my every thought. I love him, and probably will always.
I hurt him by lying to him. I feel so shit. But why oh why, through endless attempts, can't I force myself to believe that lie?
I thought I knew what love was, but once I lost him, I experienced something so different. I felt my heart break for the very first time of my life. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. Why am I feeling this way? This is just the process/karma, right? Right?
I thought I can just forget him.. forget what we used to have, just simply forget everything about him.
But here I am, failing to move on because my thoughts of him are still continuously running around in my head telling me that he's no longer mine and we’re no longer us.
I just wish for the time being that I can escape this place call reality and just not feel.
I hurt him by lying to him. I feel so shit. But why oh why, through endless attempts, can't I force myself to believe that lie?
I thought I knew what love was, but once I lost him, I experienced something so different. I felt my heart break for the very first time of my life. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. Why am I feeling this way? This is just the process/karma, right? Right?
I thought I can just forget him.. forget what we used to have, just simply forget everything about him.
But here I am, failing to move on because my thoughts of him are still continuously running around in my head telling me that he's no longer mine and we’re no longer us.
I just wish for the time being that I can escape this place call reality and just not feel.
yer u should be feeling shit
ReplyDeleteStop being so pathetic. Move on u mutt
ReplyDeleteYou totally deserved it for being a bitch.
ReplyDeletejust go die and you'll forget about everything in a tick
ReplyDeletenw everybody going to jump on yo ass for being single cause of looks lol
ReplyDeleteNo ones jumping on anybody's buttocks :)
Deletedoes that mean you are open to talking with guys and looking for a relationship? :D
ReplyDeleteNo I’m not, sorry LOL.
Deletedamn you anons. making this post so fugly. If ya gonna say anything, grow the guts to say to her face. Gosh people these days.
ReplyDeleteNothing hurts fucking more when you see him with another girl moite, get hold of yourself thug.
ReplyDeleteJust go die. Saves everyone the trouble. Guarantee u he be happy too.
ReplyDeleteWhat's with all the negativities??
ReplyDeleteYour pretty gurl, you'll find another one quick
^ya he's right. Your next one will be better :) GL!
Deletewhat do you mean by last statement? DD:
ReplyDeleteAwesome. My wish finally comes true. Now you have no excuse to reject my offer to root.
ReplyDeleteYeah he's no longer urs, which means ur now mine bitch. reply to my kik, i've seen you read it, dont ignore it bitch
ReplyDeleteOI. Excuse my ass. She isn't a bitch. GTFO.
Deleteyour not even pretty. why would any guy like you?? I bet he's so relieved that you lied!!!!
ReplyDeleteFuck off anons, you ignorant little pricks, you have the guts to say it anonymously but you don't have the guts to actually say it. It shows that you are just a coward that hides behind the screen, go do something active and not stay on the computer putting people down.
ReplyDeleteLOL :D they’re not putting me down, just trying to get some attention that's all.
Deleteyour fat and ugly. I bet he's blind and dumb enough to fall for you.
ReplyDeleteso your still in a relationship or?
ReplyDeleteI'm 100% fully committed to my other half, the food pantry.
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