I want a nice body, but then like..

food.

I love having those friends where I don’t have to talk to them for months and when we finally catch up, we pick things up right where it ended and everything feels the same as before. I feel guilty that I let most of my friendships drift apart but then isn't it the fact that it’s kind of like a test to see how strong the friendship is in the first place?

Sometimes things happen and you realise you can never go back to being the exact same person you were before. No matter how hard you try, you just can't go back, because, your perceptions have changed. You learn to get used to the change, but you're never the same again. Smiling does not mean the skies are clear, but remember that a smile can make a difference and go a long way.

I felt like I shouldn't talk with you anymore, barging in your life like that, with me and my problems. I'm sorry. I know you really do care about me. I really appreciate that. But now is just not the time.
PS. If you are ever reading this, I'm truly sorry that you found out here instead of me telling you directly. It is really the time that I let you go and not disturb your life anymore..

I ended up crying on the side of a road and a random person asked me if I was okay.
I didn’t know what to say and they just gave me a hug and said, “I’m sad too but it’s okay, everything gets better” and that was by far the nicest thing a stranger has ever done for me.

Do you ever feel like you’re waiting for something that isn’t ever going to happen? Like, you’re basing all your decisions on "if’s" and "maybe’s", and uncertainty?

And sometimes, no matter how much you want to get up and leave, there's something that draws you back, to continue waiting. Perhaps it’s all the time you've already spent on something, and to lose that suddenly, for nothing, seems kind of pointless. But, why continue wasting time?

Thought/rant of the day~

I get so disgusted when someone laughs at a disabled kid or a kid who has down-syndrome or whatnot. I cringe when I see someone who is actually heartless enough to imitate the poor kid’s actions and light-heartedly laugh at their disabilities. No words can describe how revolted and hurt I feel knowing that there are people out there who just look past these unfortunate souls and just take them as clowns. Eurggh. 

The problem with me is that no matter how bad I want to talk to you, I'll never make the first move because I have too much pride and I’m stubborn as fuck.

Had a dnm talk with one of my baes recently about this, she is the first person to give me a totally different advice on how to approach this X situation, from her advices, they definitely reinforced my views and certain beliefs, for example, what passed was the past. Continuing to live every day to the fullest as it's a blessing to be alive in this world x

PS. Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there!
PPS. I did a review on Laneige Power Essential Skin Refiner on my beauty blog!
PPPS. I too did a snack review of Tokyo Banana Original!

Have fun reading! ;)

HAPPY MUMMY DAY!

My mummy has a default grumpy face 24/7 and it's really rare to see her smile.