“Don’t lower your expectations to meet your performance. Raise your level of performance to meet your expectations. Expect the best of yourself, and then do what is necessary to make it a reality.” - Ralph Marston

Confession of the day: You’re right.

I’m not the nice girl everyone thinks I am. I push people away. I push people that I care about and love so much away. Why? I want to know why also. I want to know why I always do that. Is it the fact that there was finally someone who cared about me and loved me? I’m always searching for answers as well. I guess I just wasn’t used to it. I wasn’t used to the fact that I was ready to put my guard down again. 
I push people away, I hurt them, and then I lose them.
I’m sorry.

“You shouldn’t be walking alone at this time of night”

No.
Actually.
People shouldn't effing attack other people at any time of day.

Confession of the day: Honestly, sometimes I wish I had the mentality of a bitch.

I consider people’s feelings before saying something to them. I can’t argue with someone unless I feel the desperate urge to. Other than that I leave it where it's at. I’m the type of person who doesn't budge to do or say something to someone unless I need to. I feel there’s no need for hatred and commotion if it's unnecessary. I wish I had the bitch mentality to be a complete bitch and hurt someone because they somewhat deserve it. But I honestly don’t have the heart to. Ugh. -_____-

Special request to all you kids returning to school in the next few days: If you see someone who is struggling to make friends or being bullied because he/she doesn't have many friends or because they are shy or not as pretty - PLEASE step up. Say hi or at least smile at them in the hallway. You never know what that person might be facing outside of school. Your kindness might just make a BIG difference in someone’s life.

1st of Februaaaaaaary :)

Have you ever felt like you like someone, but you’re starting to get attached? And because you’re attached, you are being clingy. And because you are being clingy, you think you are being annoying cause you want to talk to them so much. And because you think you’re being annoying, you feel like you’re bothering them every time you talk to them. But really, you just enjoy talking to them. But you’re afraid they’re getting bored and sick of hearing from you.

Last day of Januaaaaaaaaary!

Actually love can be expressed in many ways, your way is one of them. Sometimes it's not that he doesn't love you anymore, but you didn't understand his way of love.

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And Happy Chinese New Year everyone! :)
Wish you all: better health, more success, happiness and prosperity, with loads of love!!

Never say goodbye when you still want to try, never give up when you still feel you can take it, never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go. 

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Oh and Happy Chinese New Year Eve people! :)

Sometimes, walking away is better than standing there, acting like it doesn't bother you.