Have you ever wonder... if there's someone out there who always pay attention to you?

Like they don't just stalk you on social medias but actually pay attention to the mini details, for example, you seem upset today, you've been dressing up differently lately, or that you smile even for the simplest thing.

Having people like this in your life is a blessing. People care about how you feel, how you think and how you act. I've been caring too much my entire life and I wonder if someone out there who too care about me in this similar way.

But the thing is, people nowadays care and emphasise too much on how you look, meaning what you look is equivalent to your inner beauty. Aka you have to be eye-catching to get their attention, let them approach you and slowly discover the "real" you. I guess it's human nature but don't get me wrong, I definitely enjoy making friends and I don't choose my friend based on how charming they are or how popular they are. That's why I appreciate some people because they know me too well, they don't care if I look like shit today and they criticise me all the time but I can feel them love.

People say I am observant with friends, maybe it's something in me but trust me if I don't care about you, no matter how observant I am, I won't bother looking.