I don't think anyone really understands how much compliments actually mean to me like I usually brush them off with a joke and a quick “thankyou” but really I remember compliments for forever so if you've ever complimented me or done something nice for me thankyou so much.

I’m so tired of feeling like I’m not good enough for myself or anyone else. I’m so tired of feeling alone when I’m surrounded by people who seem to “care” about me. I’m so tired of genuinely hating myself, and I’m so tired of self loathing over my existence and my life. I’m just tired.