- but fake happiness is still the worst sadness.
Tuesday 30 October 2018
Thursday 18 October 2018
hearing something that kills you inside but having to act like you don't care.
Wednesday 17 October 2018
Just tired.
Tired of being constantly not ok.
Tired of smiling to people even though I feel like crying myself to exhaustion.
Tired of lying that I’m fine.
Tired of people lying to me.
Tired of people pretending that they care.
Tired of feeling so much and nothing at the same time.
Just tired.
Tired of smiling to people even though I feel like crying myself to exhaustion.
Tired of lying that I’m fine.
Tired of people lying to me.
Tired of people pretending that they care.
Tired of feeling so much and nothing at the same time.
Just tired.
Tuesday 16 October 2018
Monday 15 October 2018
The audacity of people to take advantage of my kindness and patience. Now I gotta raise hell and I don’t even have the energy for that.
Sunday 14 October 2018
Saturday 13 October 2018
I just have this persistent feeling of “I’m not doing enough” combined with “I don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fecking sucks.
Thursday 11 October 2018
Tuesday 9 October 2018
Sunday 7 October 2018
Sometimes I have too many emotions and sometimes I have none at all but I always feel like I'm drowning.
Friday 5 October 2018
shoutout to my favourite coping mechanism,
isolation.
Wednesday 3 October 2018
dead inside
Do you ever notice yourself getting bad again, like, you know you’re not doing work that needs to be done, you know you’re not cleaning, you know you’re not taking care of yourself… you know all the things you need to do to start trying to feel better. But you just can’t. And you’re left feeling like sh*t because you thought you were getting better but here we are.
Tuesday 2 October 2018
kind of there
One of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realise that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there.
Monday 1 October 2018
“6 months from now I will be in a different situation.”
Speak it into existence.
Speak it into existence.
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