I’m not the nice girl everyone thinks I am. I push people away. I push people that I care about and love so much away. Why? I want to know why also. I want to know why I always do that. Is it the fact that there was finally someone who cared about me and loved me? I’m always searching for answers as well. I guess I just wasn’t used to it. I wasn’t used to the fact that I was ready to put my guard down again.
I push people away, I hurt them, and then I lose them.
I’m sorry.
I push people away, I hurt them, and then I lose them.
I’m sorry.