Scrolling through old text messages between this guy and I at this late of the night. Feeling the sadness, emotions and mixed feelings spread once more through my bones. Memories overwhelm me. At this time of the night, they tale control and the sadness focuses on you...

It's actually so alarming to see how I myself replied/reacted to certain sensitive topics 2 years ago compared to how I would face them now... I realised I have changed/grown up. I can't believe I actually was so naive back then... I can't believe back then I overreacted to even such "normal" stuff and made several fusses...