still care

I still care and I still wonder if you’re doing well and it’s so frustrating because it’s no longer my place to ask, or even to know. But I always wish you the best and I hope that you’re taking care of yourself. I hope you’ve found things that make you happy and I hope you’ve figured out your purpose in life.. I just hope that you’re happy. 

you either evolve or repeat old patterns.

surround yourself with people who make you want to do better. those who meet you halfway and teach you healthier ways to share space. it’s rare that you find good people, honor that occurrence. don’t let your ego sabotage these connections. you either evolve or repeat old patterns.

the real advice.

To be honest, the real advice I’d give to anyone is, do sh*t alone. Go to a museum and go at your own pace and leave the instant you’re done. Go somewhere you’ve never been and just wander around, duck into and out of places as it pleases you. Linger as long as you’d like.

keep going

It's kind of cool to think how someone somewhere is having the best day of their life today. Someone’s hearing “i love you” for the first time today.
Someone’s gonna meet the love of their life today.
Someone’s gonna get the job of their dreams today.

It’s someone’s best day today. And guess what bish? Tomorrow it could be your best day so keep going!

forgive yourself.

forgive yourself.

Whether you fail a test, eat too many cookies, say the wrong thing, fail a class, or spend a whole day in bed — learn to forgive yourself. The next day will be better. The next day will be a day closer to your next success. 

You can do it.

Friendly reminder.

Without failing at one thing, there won’t be an opportunity to try again, learn, and grow. Life isn’t static but dynamic. Learn to embrace whatever situation you may face and strive to overcome. Believe in yourself, knowing your best is yet to come.

Have you ever just wanted to leave. Run away. Run far far away. And start new somewhere else. Start fresh. Begin again. Purely because you’re fed up. You’re bored. You’ve exhausted your time where you are. And the possibility of being somewhere else alone, creating again it’s just the thing that seems to keep you from falling apart.

12:30am rant

can’t sleep so here’s my occasional half past midnight rant that’s currently occupying my mind

why throw away a relationship that was so good and pure and now it’s awkward to even text a hi? like do people not care about a friendship dying? hello and ya it can be my fault too but when I try to re-kindle it just doesn’t work out?? like do you not care about the memories we had?? sigh we both know so much about each other and now they just linger at the back of our minds like what do I do with them now and yes people change but we were once friends so what makes u think we can’t still be friends now

also I haven’t been on blog a lot recently lol all my posts have been queues so hi

When I was younger,

when I first heard about suicide, I was shocked. I didn’t know why anyone would kill themselves on purpose. All I can say now is, it’s funny how fast things can change..