When I see 11:11 on the clock, it’s not like I wish that everything will be okay in an instant or I wish I could find the fastest way to be successful. I know it’s a slow and long process. I don’t even exactly wish for things to be back how it started, it’s just a flood of longing that I can’t seem to get into words within those few moments whenever I have to make that wish. It’s too much feelings to untangle. Maybe that’s why nothing happens no matter how many times I've caught that time.

Imagine what your life would be like if you didn’t let go of any of the people you were afraid to let go of. You would be so small. Growth comes from movement, from stepping away from what you know. Every person that you had to let go of is pushing you forward by not being there. 

I'm not one of those girls.

I’m not one of those girls that gets all the attention. The perfect body, the perfect smile, the cute voice. I’m not one of those girls that are good at hiding their flaws, the ones that are good at sweet talks and flirting.
I’m not one of those girls that has the nice style and the nice looks.
I’m one the girl that tend to be really insecure about themselves. The girl that’s always in the corner hiding, I’m the girl that’s scared to show others' her real self. 

I think everyone needs a friend who is that one contact in your phone that you wouldn't hesitate to call when you’re laying in bed with millions of thoughts rushing through your head. A friend who you don’t have to talk to on the daily basics or see them as often, but you guys both know that you can go to each other for anything.
And I'm so glad I don't have just one, but four friends who are there :')

The "Attached" Stage.

I hate it when you get too attached to someone.
So attached to them that you start having feelings for them, and next thing you know you love them. But you never have the guts to ever tell them because you’re scared they won’t feel the same way. But when they have a new person in their life, you regret not telling them. After that you start to give up on that one special person because you’ve been ignored by them. A little while later, you start thinking about how much you loved that person and then the feeling of regret comes back to you.
Always remember, making the first move might turn into the best move you will ever make.

Honestly.

The decisions I make in my life are nothing for you to take into consideration, because clearly none of them concern you. My decisions are based on reasons that you’re obviously too ignorant to even bother understanding.

Is it just me or is it so cute when you see someone who has been single for so long, finally settle down with someone great and they seem to be completely in love. I don’t know, I find that so adorable!

I grew out of “I never text first” phase since I realised nothing was wrong with showing someone you care about them more than your pride. But if I have done it repetitively all the time and I can see you don't give a care, then f**k you, you're outta my life.

I don't open up easily.

Unless I am close to you. The only time I will express myself is when I’m angry. I can’t put my thoughts and feelings into words. I hate it when people ask me to be more open because I can’t, I don’t know how to. And this is mainly why I screw everything over because people never really know how I feel. Even my mum gets mad at me because I don’t show emotion and talk about my “feelings” unless I’m mad.