All the partying, trying to be popular and not doing your homework in highschool isn't going to help you with your future. 
Five years of school is tiring, but the results will be worth it. 
If there’s anything I could change about my highschool periods, it would be not procrastinating as much. 
Work hard, play later. 
Hard work and determination won’t go unnoticed, I promise.

So many flaws and so many criticism.

I have flaws, I am aware of that. I hate it when people point them out like I don’t already know. I have many of them actually. I am flawed from the outside. I've accepted the things I don’t like about myself, and the things I would do to change. I've accepted who I am. And by doing that, I am seeing in me now, the things you swore you could never see yourself, something you wouldn't be able to see, because you are just distracted and deceived by the flaws that carry on me.

"Sex isn't a big deal"

Actually.

It is.

I fail to understand those who say it isn’t. I really believe it is.

If you believe it isn’t… I’d conclude you’re (a) very lucky or (b) finding yourself in monotonous sexual encounters, producing the same result. Which is cool. Very cool.

It’s not so much people’s decision to sleep around that baffles me. (I've been in enough environments to not flinch every time I find out someone sleeps around) It’s more the claim that sex is just a regular “pass time”.

I don’t criticise this mentality, I am just genuinely intrigued. Coming from a kind place in my heart. I want to learn.

As we get older, (not just because a few years have been added onto our age) we (should) start seeing sex in a different light.

You may find yourself thinking twice, three times, four times before engaging in it. You may start to feel different emotions during sex. You may begin to have different thoughts afterwards. You may begin to look at sexual partners differently. Begin to feel a tiny little butterfly in your stomach if you bump into them in town. You may begin to tweak your sex stories to your friends. Or reduce the number of "friends" you DO tell. What once, in your early teens, was easy to dismiss, becomes a thought that lingers around for longer.

Grow up a little bit? Evolve? Does sex now really still feel how it did when you first did it?

Life will test you when, while being sexually active, you finally fall so deeply in love with someone who wishes to stay celibate.

Then you start weighing the pros and cons of each.

Trying to establish whether your love or your sex life deserves to suffer.

Even more stressful when your desire for each is so great.

PS. I know this is a topic I rarely touch/rant on but this is a random ramble, I guess. Writing as I think so nothing is lost..

Happy Daddy's Day!

Dear Daddy (eventhough I know you won't be reading this :P nevertheless...),

Daddy, I know you're really strict on me because you want me to have a good future by having a stable career and someone worthy enough to take care of me till I'm old. Eventhough I may act like I'm not listening when you nag, I actually take your words to heart and thankyou for always protecting and defending me when other people say hurtful stuffs about/to me...

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, HAPPY DADDY'S DAY DADDY!
Thankyou for everything you did for me and I'm eternally grateful!♥

I really do not like finding things out from other people or on my own. I trusted you with your words but I should have figured from your actions that you were lying. It’s sad how I actually “let it go” like you said. Hah, thanks for being like the rest of the shithead boys that I have met. 
Whateverrr, it’s my fault anyways for putting my guard down and trusting you. There’s nothing else to do but accept it and move on. (LINK)

20 facts about me!

So there's this "20 Facts About Me" challenge going on around Instagram and I've been tagged by 2 people and I was like why not, let's do it, it's simple... NEK MINNIT. Oh em gee it's so hard to think about 20 things haha XD Got there eventually!

Click LINK to see :)

Here are the 20 facts if you wanna read and can't be bother to click the link haha X)

*In no particular order*

1) I love food #foodielyfe
2) I love taiwanese and korean dramas #dramas4lyfe
3) My first favourite girl band is SHE and first favourite boy band is Fahrenheit飞轮海!
4) I blush easily *tomato cheeks*
5) I love reading.
6) My blog is my diary aka I love to write #foreverblogging
7) I talk a lot once you get to know me
8) I started playing piano since I was 6
9) I love classical music
10) I love/hate my height
11) I tend to overthink everything
12) I sometimes care too much
13) I am a really emotional person, especially during sad movies and funerals.
14) If you think you're the procrastination queen, think again! Because I'm probably worse than you.
15) I was born and raised as a Buddhist but I went to a Christian primary and highschool. So ya, I’m Buddhist but I do believe in God.
16) I'm blessed to be surrounded by so many supportive friends
17) I’m one of those people who will do anything to put a smile on someones face, just because I love to see someone happy.
18) I was a keyboardist in a rock band back in primary school.
19) I have never wore retainer or braces before.
20) .... is my age!! :D

Hope you have fun reading haha! :) xx

Sometimes, it’s good to see people from the past :)

Cause they give you the familiarity that the present people can’t..

Well... yes. I did the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge, nominated by one of my friends from Sydney! :P Today was seriously a terrible choice to do it as the weather was HORRIBLE. It was stormy. It was rainy. It was windy. Eww. Worst combinations ever.
Besides the weather, I already had a shitty day starting from the morning where I had an infringement of $100 *FML* and as you can see the video above, the video camera obviously decided to stop recording for some reason :P and thus you can't see my reaction. But my friend, Viv did say it was really hilarious. I did 2 buckets and it was INSANELY FREAZING COLD. #never again#
Not only have I done the challenge, I also have donated too!
After all, it's all for good cause, so please donate! :D
I hope the ALS disease can find its cure asap. To learn more about ALS visit http://www.alsa.org/
And if you haven't got nominated, you should definitely join in the fun, donate and spread this awareness!
To be honest, I think this challenge is unnecessary, but it's gotten the whole world's attention and now everyone knows about ALS. So I guess it's a good thing.
Click this (if you can't see the video above): LINK

That boy.

We all have that boy. That boy who you’re completely over but you still think about before you sleep. That boy who you avoid talking to, but still wish he would just message just once.That boy who you have to make yourself not think about, but always wonder if he is thinking about you too.