Confession of the day: I have always found it hard to let go...

... especially if it's someone who I have grown comfortable with. 
I’m not the type of person who can forget about someone within just a week or two, there’s also never really a time limit for how long it will take me for me to completely move on from someone. 
So when people ask me “why are you still stuck on him?” I really don’t have an answer for it － depending on the relationship we shared, it might take me more or less time to get over it.

PS. As you can see in this post, I tagged it with "confession" - recently created this label, so feel free to check it out :) PEACE xx

Confession of the day: If we talk a lot, I'll start liking you.

Just talking to me everyday will do so much, a lot much than you ever think.
You’ll eventually become my daily routine. I get to learn more about you as I listen to you talk about how your day is, how you’re feeling, and how you really are. Just knowing almost every detail about you will bring me closer to you.
It will however, become hard for me to not like you, if I admire the person you actually are behind your appearance.

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GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. Exam tomorrow.. Hopefully the paper is do-able so I can do it justice haha X)

Is there such thing as fate?

Do YOU believe that fate does somewhat exist? 

That there’s a guidebook telling you what’s going to happen in every little aspect of your life? 

I used to believe that fate does exist in some way. I did believe that if you were to meet someone special and end up lasting with them, then it’s fate that brought you together.....

But when it comes down to logic, it’s all about your decision-making that determines where your life heads. 

If you for example, missed your bus because you chose to sleep in and that caused you to meet someone along the way, would you call that fate or would you just consider that a coincidence? 

Does fate run along with your choice-making OR is it just your choices that make up how you live your life? 

Parent's Unconditional Love.

Personally, I don’t approve of divorces when there’s a child/children involved in the situation. 
To be honest, if I’m ever in the state where I cannot possibly stand being under the same roof as my husband, I still wouldn't divorce him. 
Why? 
Because I’d hate to put my kids through pain. I’d hate to see them grow up without a father. Or a mother. I’d hate to see them all grown up with the vulnerability and fearfulness of falling in love and finding that “right” person. I don’t want to give them the idea that love doesn't last forever.. because despite the love that possibly have already died between two parents, the love between the kids and parents will always be unconditional....
And if it comes down to the point where you have to choose between your happiness and your own kids, which one would you choose??
Exactly. 

Don’t worry about relationships right now.

Why? Y-O-U are still, well young... you can’t go into a relationship expecting a fairytale ending out of it at this age. 
Spend more of your time on school/uni/college, on your future and your family. There’s nothing more attractive than ambition, and once you have that, you wouldn't need to worry about not having someone who will be dying to start a relationship with you.

Today was not a good day for me... >.<
You just never know what is gonna happen next... let alone, next second...
Sprained my right ankle.. as u can see (or not see) on my instagram post
Legitly happened within a split second, one second I was normal and the next second, hjdsabkbfuz and off to hospital I went...
I can't even bear any weight on my right leg cos it fucking hurts when I try to do so :S
So grateful though that I only sprained (soft tissue injury) and not like broken a bone... that'd be disastrous!!
And luckily, my friends were around me before my parents came, ya, I was shaking like nonstop, never. again. Worst experience ever. I think it was just the combo of shock, pain, numb and what is gonna happen :3
Hopefully I make a quick recovery tho! Or else it'll be a pain in the ass to limp to exam arghhh :/
WHY.

YOU know what gets me?

When someone makes a 'joke' or a comment on something that’s actually one of my insecurities and they don’t realise it. Yeah, I usually never say anything but damn, shit hurts. Especially when I have to try to go along with them while I’m slowly dying on the inside. People need to be more sensitive, if you notice something negative about a person, you don’t have to point it out to the whole world. Words can do some serious damage and just because something is funny to you, it doesn't mean everyone else will appreciate your “sense of humor”.

"Do you ever want to slap yourself in the face because you know you should be doing something productive but instead you choose to sit in front of a laptop for hours on end doing shit that has no beneficial impact on your life and this just happens day after day after day and still you refuse to accept the fact that you have a problem?"

When I text someone who has their phone with them all the time, and I know for a fact they’re always checking it, yet they take forever to respond back. It makes no sense. What are you always checking then, the weather?
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I rarely relate my instagram post on here :P But man, legitly, for once, I WAS STOKED on how many likes I got in this picture I posted yesterday.... :P I've never got a gazillion likes/notifications before... this is all rather new..
If you haven't see, click HERE.