One small positive thought in the morning can change your whole day! :D 
So think positive, be positive and act positive! xo

It is rather amazing, how one person can mean the world to you. How sometimes, all it takes is that one person to make or break your day, to put a smile on your face and/or make you want to cry. How they have the ability to change your mood effortlessly, whether it be with their words or their unintended actions. What’s even more amazing is how one stranger can turn into a once familiar stranger, from someone whom you wish you met earlier, to someone whom you wish to never have met.

If you can't wake up from the nightmare.

Maybe you're not asleep.

Quote of da day! :)

"WORRY is worthless. It can't change the past. It can't control the future. It only wastes this moment." - Rick Warren

The Waiting Game.

Right now, you and someone aren't on the best terms. You wish you guys can talk but it isn't happening. So all you’re doing is visiting their social networks often to see if there’s anything new, you’re looking at old conversations from before, whenever you see that (1) in your inbox, you’re hoping it’s them but then you check it and it’s someone else and you’re disappointed. You wanna hit them up so bad, but you hold yourself back. So you wait..

WHY HELLO DERE.. ;)

FINALLY had a catchup with Viv today! :)

Check out: HERE for more deets if youse interested!

I thought I should casually insert a mini confession here without being too vague? It was brought up today by Viv and it's actually a really interesting theory/question asked...

"Through endless attempts, it really does end up with a conclusion that you can't be forgotten. So I've made up my mind that you'll still remain in my heart, but the weight has changed. And forgetting someone doesn't mean to never think of him, but thinking of him with a calm heart. 
忘记一个人，并非不再想起，而是偶尔想起，心中却不再有波澜。"

On forgetting someone.. It’s pretty easy to believe that you’re fine for a while. Time passes and you heal and you start remembering what it’s like to not have to live with the guilt, the pressure and all the rest of the shit and you’re actually free. Then normal life steps in like a bitch and reminds you how great that person was and how comfortable that relationship had become and it feels like your life is falling apart. It’s like they died because of how abruptly their absence hits you. It sucks that you had been such a big part of my life for so long and I’m not going to sit here and pretend like everything about that relationship suck-ed, because the truth is, it was great when you wanted it to be.

A tip for youse all: Forgetting someone can’t be done when they've added a huge impact to your life. Never say forgive and forget, because it’s not as easy as it sounds. Forgetting someone takes a lot of phases. And come to think of it, I’m not even in the first phase yet.  It takes WILL and DETERMINATION. It works like any other thing in the world. If you’re determined to do it, you’d push through… but I've come to thinking and thought.... what if the reason why you can’t forget him/her is because deep inside you don’t really want to? Well that’s messed up. I’m fucking confused now. I guess the scariest thing about distance is that you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you.

I can’t deny that I still love you and want you... but I’ll lie if I have to.

Love,
Velene xoxo

I’m jealous of people who have cute laughs and fast metabolisms and nice teeth and good hair and can just make any outfit look good and are great at sports and do well academically because none of that is me.

Growing up.... too soon?

We've all thought about wanting to grow up when we were small. We all wanted to grow up immediately because living the life of an adult sounded awesome. Now that I actually am reaching quite soon to the age of twenty (FML), it’s quite scary. All the carefree-ness of a kid/teen is practically moving its way to the past. Now it’s the real deal. And yet I feel like, I've regretted not living my life to the fullest as a kid/teen who just wants to have fun. It’s true what they say - cherish every moment as a kid/teen. You’d be surprised how much you want to run back to it.

I can’t go for guys who are well-known. Like if they’re extremely hot and has a bunch of girls after them already, then they’re not my type. I’d be too busy with worrying about when a better girl will show up to steal him away than to actually worry about our relationship. I wouldn't consider myself an over the top jealous person, but still, jealousy does get to me.