Alohaaaa! :)

Had another mini roadtrip todayaaaa! :)..... but then most of you would have know that... cos I updated my photo status on instagram earlier on LOL :P

So ya, started the day off with yumchaaa at Northbridge Chinese Restaurant :) not as much people as usual... I think it's because of the christmas season... everyone's off to shop-shop-shop!

Afterwards, we headed off to Carmel... :D to go to "Melville Rose Farm & Tea House"/"Rose Heritage Cafe".... yep as the title's obviously stated, it's rose farm♥ Spent majority of the afternoon there, it's just wow. Must go there.... if youse haven't! :D

Below's the pictures! :) *can't really organised the pictures very well... cos well you know it's google blogger... eurghh x.x* Oh and also I took about like 70 pictures in total there... but I'm not gonna post all of them here... cos that's just woah too much :P betchaaa y'all be all sick of roses and flowers if I would had. Enjoy!~

why can't I ever stand straight?! x.x

I AM SO CHUBBY X.X

LOL. This picture's storyline is like -

Me: Oooh let's take a selfie....
Random fly on my wrist: Ooh let's join in this picture x.x haha

After we explored the whole farm, we went back to city and drive around suburbs and stuffs.... then we drove by my ex piano teacher's home, we were like oh we would love to go and say hi to her but we lost her contact and it would be rude to come by before contacting her.... it's like a manner kinda thing according to the parents/society :3 But I was like hell no, I haven't seen her in like 4 years, I'm gonna go straight down, knock on her door and say hi cos I missed her so much♥ Then my 'rents were like ok, you go down by yourself then.. obviously thinking I won't go down... but I actually did! And ya, it turned out amazing! It was so good to see her again and I just literally dragged my parents and my brother outta the car cos she wants to see them also cos she missed them too! She is like legitly the best piano teacher I ever had!♥ It was her that go me so into piano and music and just pretty much everything haha! The reason I started piano was because, you know it's an asian thing to know an instrument. And my first teacher wasn't that great like she went with the proper rule of piano teaching lalala but it was boring, I wasn't attracted to it at the start. Then, this teacher came along. And hell no, she didn't do the rules. That is why I love music juxtaposition... which also explained why one of my favourite subjects back in school was music....! :D haha enough of me rambling on~

To wrap it up, I really feel blessed because I have amazing people surround me all the time, not just in the past but also in the present aka now :) and I'm sure in the future, it will be too♥♥

Then for dinner, we went to Fasta Pasta for pastas *duh* haha :P But they weren't that great... :(

And that's it!

Thanks for reading till here from the top! :D

Cya next time lovelies!

Love,
Velene xoxo

Confession of the day:

There are times when I’m tempted to pick up my phone and hit up all the people I don’t talk to anymore just to let them know I haven’t forgotten about them or to see how they’re doing, but then I do myself a favour and save myself the awkwardness.

BE STRONG now because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever. 

WOW. Today has been somewhat a busy but amazing day! :D I hope you all are well too?

Went to do so much errands and most importantly, accomplished them all too!

Feeling like a lazybum... so I shall dot everything!

So today's schedule was pretty much:

- errands-errands-errands
- lunch at Ikeaaaaa :)
- erands-erands
- went back home to drop some stuffs off
- errands-errands
- finally done!
- mum then was like, "I'm freaking exhausted, ceebs cooking, let's eat dinner outside!" Waited for daddy to finish his work... then off we went!
- and guess where we went?....... FREO aka Fremantle XDD Haven't been there in yonks! So we were really excited to go there to have FISH AND CHUPS ;)
- Obviously, we went to our favourite restaurant of all time - Cicerello's! And we ordered heaps... it was like a feast!
We ordered 2 plates of Traditional Fish and Chips, 2 plates of Crumbed garfish and chips and 2 plates of Deluxe seafood chowder...... we legitly coudn't even finish them.... it was insane... we're so fulll.... and it wasn't even halfway of the plate yet XP so we were like you know what, just eat all the fish and finish the soups then we're all good, just leave those chips behind cos they're carbs and VERY fulling! But bro was like, "nah I'm a man", "I could finish it all" and "I like my chips" blahblahblah... in the end, he actually did! Bravo on him haha! XD
- At the start we were like oh and also get dessert afterwards, that's what we said. But after the "feast", we were like eurghhh can't fit anymore in our stomach, so we got gelato instead and have it while we walk around the scenic nature :DD And the wind was really strong too, thus wasn't able to take a snapshot of our awesome icecreams lmaooo :P
- Pretty much spent the rest of the afternoon walking around the beach and boat harbour and took some pictures! Check them out below! :) *in no particular order too XD*

 da so-called deluxe seafood chowder... was so goooood!

 

Hope you enjoy those pictures! :D

PS. I know I'm superrr lame at taking perfect pictures x.x

Moreover, keep your heads up here in these coming few days... more posts like this will be posted.... cos... *drum rolls* roadtrip is coming ahead :D YAY!... especially tomorrow!!

Love,
Velene xoxo

If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever. 

Confession: 1 a.m.

I feel paralysed. I feel numb on the outside and numb on the inside. I feel as if my mind has stopped functioning, yet I am still able to think and perceive the way I do. Thoughts are still seeping out from the darkest corners of my mind, but my hearts seems to have bottled so much.
I want to explode. An explosion of a thousand words. A thousand tears. A thousand thoughts. A thousand reasons. I do not deserve this especially being pushed away. Maybe we are just going to be the “used to be’s” or the “maybes.” I am still here reaching out for your touch, but not even a single touch has been felt.
I need closure.

Confession of the day: I hate people who drag others down.

Sure it’s okay to be sad and depressed sometimes, it’s only human. When you go on about how shit your life is and all the problems day after day making people feel sorry for you, pity you, it’s kind of sad.
How selfish can you be, your supposed “friends” have to put up with it, getting out of their own way, to cheer you up. That’s what friends are for right? But you’re an effing face of a friend to be dragging your friends down.
I hate people who don’t get the point, or use their depression as an excuse, how can you accept other peoples pity.
Act as if you’re the only one with problems, going through a hard time. Everyone has their own problems. Not all people are selfish enough to drag others into their own burden.

If you come into my life then I believe you won't leave；but if you leave, I will move on as if you have never been here before.

Let me give you some advice.

Losing your virginity:

Lose it to someone who you truly trust, or someone you completely in love with. If not, then don’t do it or you’ll regret it.

Getting over someone:

1. Cry, but only to a limit.
2. Do not stay home, if you’re home then you’ll most likely be alone. You need to go out with friends or family.
3. Be you, you were fine before that person came along. And you can learn from them, know what not to do for the next. Let you be free for your own self.

Insecurity:

1. Stop giving a fuck about what others think.
2. You have two options if you feel that low of yourself:

• Either you fucking accept your flaws and be proud of them.
• Or you change, not for the acceptance of others but because you feel good about yourself.

Chasing after someone:

If you want to be with them, then show them that they’re worth it and you are too. But first, try being their friend first. But I advise you to do is tell them straight up you like them first but don’t say you want to be in a relationship right away. Try to get to know them first but as a friend, to let them you’re still going to be there as a friend but still let them be attracted to you at the same time. So what I’m basically saying is try to get to know them and let them fall for you without accidentally getting into the friendzone.

Making friends: 

Just be you. Don’t be friends with bitches for the wrong reasons. Just be you and people who truly accept you will befriend you.

Flirting, homewrecking, cheating: 

Do not homewreck someone’s relationship. You will find love in someone who will completely love you back. Don’t wreck another’s love. Cheating, if you want to cheat, then face the consequences. Just stay single if you want to flirt like crazy, don’t hurt someone because of your recklessness. If you flirt, make sure you don’t lead someone on, cause that's a bitch ass move.

Finding someone: 

I know its a bitch waiting, but you’ll find someone, be patient. Don’t get into a relationship because you’re lonely. Just wait and they’ll come.

Too cool for school: 

Trust me, you ain't going to be all that when you flipping burgers at a fast food restaurant.

YOLO: 

You only live once, so take chances. It might gain some or lose some, but at least you tried.
Live a little, take risks.

Yo shit: 

Like the expensive valuables, keep that shit on lock.

Procrastination: 

It’s a bitch. LOL.