Have you ever wondered if everyone is going through the same thing as you? Or if they’ve already been through it or maybe they haven’t yet but they will soon. Because the truth is, we’ve all been in that place. We may call it different names, we may think we’re the only ones but we’re not. But I just hope for the next person who’s going through it, has someone there to help them along the way, because I don’t think I’d want someone else to go through the things like me and other people have been through. Sometimes some people deserve better, and the people who hurt them deserve what’s coming. 

People say a lot can change in a year… And holy crap it's true. It really has. Everything has changed in my life. When I say everything… it means everything. I didn’t realise it until someone asked me what was new in my life and it finally hit me. Since then, my feels have been strong and what sucks is that I don’t even have anyone to vent to it about… anymore. I can’t say that I miss how everything was… but there is a lot that I miss.

But what's crazy is that… although everything is different now, things are so so good. Not gonna go into much detail because I don’t want to jinx it.

Crazy how things work out.

Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.

I don’t think people realise how much depression shapes who you become.
You might get through it.
It might get better, but you’ll never be the person
you were before it happened.

It will get better, I don't know who I'll be when it does.

As I get older the more I appreciate straight forward people. Like if you’re mad at me I will respect you if you tell me. I don’t understand adults that would rather stomp their feet and use passive aggressive behavior to communicate. Life does not have to be this difficult fam.

Sunday reminder that you can get through whatever life throws at you this week. You’re stronger than you think and you’re capable of so much.

It’s happening again, I feel like I’m losing myself, losing this battle I’ve worked hard on to gain my strength back but I’m back to no motivation and I’m pushing my loved ones away.

It’s really important to listen and get to know people. We’re so quick to judge. But everyone has a story, it may not be how you’d assume, and there’s something deeper beyond the surface of what you see from the outside.

Take the time not to simply find out information, but use curiosity to be caring.

I’m the person who’s 100% down for spontaneous adventures but also 100% down to lay in bed all day.. I’m on both ends of the spectrum.

No offence but I literally can’t quit caring about someone so if I no longer give a shit, you really messed up.