We aren’t expected by the universe to do anything besides exist. We have pressures and expectations of society ingrained in our brains and deep into our consciousness, however, it truly doesn’t matter if you just exist and do not “accomplish” worldly goals. Even if you obtain a tonne of success or fame or money, it doesn’t matter. A person who literally did nothing but sat in their room is (spiritually) valued the same as a Rihanna or Elvis. I don’t like making these type of posts but I don’t like seeing people beat themselves up because they are comparing themselves to people living fast lives, living on the edge or who have wealth.

I always like people I’ll never have a chance with because I’m competitive as fuck and I love a challenge but also because I've become so used to not being liked back that I get weird-ed out when people tell me they like me.

Have you ever met someone so terrible that it makes you a better person like you learn from mistakes that you haven’t even made purely from observing them, thankyou for being so obnoxiously terrible, please don’t ever interact with me again.

I've always wanted someone who cared about me.. whether you are my friend, boyfriend, or someone special.

I like it when you ask me if I did my homework. When you tell me to do my homework. When I say no, and you force me. Having silly arguments back and forth. Letting me know that you care about how I’m doing. I like how you push me forward, instead of bringing me backwards.

I love that feeling, when you know someone wants you to have a bright future. When you know they want you to do well. It’s cute. It’s the little things, the little things that are the big things when you look back.

What they don't mention about growing up with strict parents

• the resentment that begins to build up and damage your relationship with your parents because you are missing out on being a kid
• extreme behaviour that can be dangerous because you feel as if you have to catch up on all the life you have been missing
• a constant sadness that you never going to live life enough
• developing anxiety over doing things as simple as riding the bus
• massive issues with authority
• fear of commitment because you feel as though it is going to tie you down and take away from your freedom again
• you learn how to lie way too easily
• you don't trust people or public spaces because anyone could be a predator
• you can't talk to your parents about anything because they take honest topics and turn it into a discussion about what you shouldn't be doing with your life
• you can't do basic tasks or take initiative because you're so used to someone telling you how and where to do everything that any and everything fills you with anxiety and stress

I think it’s funny how parents don’t allow us to do certain things. They were teenagers once. They should know if we want it bad enough, we’ll just do it behind their backs whether they like it or not. So isn’t it better to allow certain things that can’t be stopped, and they’ll at least know what we’re up to? Being too strict on us isn’t a good thing either. We’ll just start to feel suffocated and become a rebel. They don’t have to let us do whatever we want, but they should at least give us a little space so we can breathe.

I’m honestly going to make this year amazing no matter what. I cannot take another bad one and I don’t want to settle for anything less.

You could say I’ve been broken and destroyed time and time again and it was only natural for me to put up boundaries in order to protect myself from anyone else becoming so close to me. These boundaries are like checkpoints, rules and regulations you must follow in order to pass. I guess what I’m trying to say is im just waiting for someone to be able to surpass my boundaries and be deemed as ‘won’t hurt me,’ so far none are worthy..

..maybe I’m not waiting for the perfect one, maybe I’m just waiting for someone that I willingly will just let the boundaries fall for them.

If another girl steals him away,

Let it be. If he really did care about you, he would have brushed the other girl off, he would have realised what he was doing was wrong, he would’ve told her to back off and go find someone else, but instead, he allowed her to take him away from you. And you don’t want a guy like that, because that ain’t a man, that’s just another horny little boy. See, real men are loyal. And loyal men don’t get stolen.

Recovery is one of the hardest things you will ever do. But, trust me when I say that it is so very worthwhile. Your breathing gets easier. Your tears stop falling. Your smiles get true. And your heart gets stronger.

Whatever you do, follow your instinct. If something feels wrong to you, acknowledge it. Tell yourself it doesn’t feel right. Do not let yourself get into things you didn’t actually want to get into. Value your comfort and safety over everything else. Trust your gut.