Never apologise when you aren't sorry.

We tend to say sorry for everything.... maybe it's just me and the people around me.... do u?
... Which reminded me of my R.E teacher back in highschool..... :') Whenever someone in the class said sorry, she will always respond, "Don't say sorry. Your not sorry if you don't mean it." haha XD So true, I swear the word "sorry" has become a deep habit in me, and I think literally everyone, that whenever one feels sorry for someone, or accidentally said or did something wrong, the word, "sorry" just popped up without any second thought whatsover. LOL.
It's like when I accidentally trip myself by hitting my leg with the chair *so clumsy I know :P*, I said sorry, then I was like wait a minute, what the shit, why am I saying sorry to a chair?! :S... pretty darn ridiculous I know aye...

The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something before you feel good about yourself.

Confession of the day: Do you ever wonder why we stopped talking?

Because I do. 
The only reasons I can come with are the fact that I’m not worth your time and you found someone better to talk to. I wish people wouldn't drift from me that easily. I want someone who’s willing to stay with me no matter what happens.

HAPPY WINTER SOLSTICE EVERYONE! :) aka 冬至节快乐!

When you finally get your own happiness, you will understand the previous sadness is kind of treasure, which makes you better to hold and cherish the people you love.

Alohaaaa! :)

Had another mini roadtrip todayaaaa! :)..... but then most of you would have know that... cos I updated my photo status on instagram earlier on LOL :P

So ya, started the day off with yumchaaa at Northbridge Chinese Restaurant :) not as much people as usual... I think it's because of the christmas season... everyone's off to shop-shop-shop!

Afterwards, we headed off to Carmel... :D to go to "Melville Rose Farm & Tea House"/"Rose Heritage Cafe".... yep as the title's obviously stated, it's rose farm♥ Spent majority of the afternoon there, it's just wow. Must go there.... if youse haven't! :D

Below's the pictures! :) *can't really organised the pictures very well... cos well you know it's google blogger... eurghh x.x* Oh and also I took about like 70 pictures in total there... but I'm not gonna post all of them here... cos that's just woah too much :P betchaaa y'all be all sick of roses and flowers if I would had. Enjoy!~

why can't I ever stand straight?! x.x

I AM SO CHUBBY X.X

LOL. This picture's storyline is like -

Me: Oooh let's take a selfie....
Random fly on my wrist: Ooh let's join in this picture x.x haha

After we explored the whole farm, we went back to city and drive around suburbs and stuffs.... then we drove by my ex piano teacher's home, we were like oh we would love to go and say hi to her but we lost her contact and it would be rude to come by before contacting her.... it's like a manner kinda thing according to the parents/society :3 But I was like hell no, I haven't seen her in like 4 years, I'm gonna go straight down, knock on her door and say hi cos I missed her so much♥ Then my 'rents were like ok, you go down by yourself then.. obviously thinking I won't go down... but I actually did! And ya, it turned out amazing! It was so good to see her again and I just literally dragged my parents and my brother outta the car cos she wants to see them also cos she missed them too! She is like legitly the best piano teacher I ever had!♥ It was her that go me so into piano and music and just pretty much everything haha! The reason I started piano was because, you know it's an asian thing to know an instrument. And my first teacher wasn't that great like she went with the proper rule of piano teaching lalala but it was boring, I wasn't attracted to it at the start. Then, this teacher came along. And hell no, she didn't do the rules. That is why I love music juxtaposition... which also explained why one of my favourite subjects back in school was music....! :D haha enough of me rambling on~

To wrap it up, I really feel blessed because I have amazing people surround me all the time, not just in the past but also in the present aka now :) and I'm sure in the future, it will be too♥♥

Then for dinner, we went to Fasta Pasta for pastas *duh* haha :P But they weren't that great... :(

And that's it!

Thanks for reading till here from the top! :D

Cya next time lovelies!

Love,
Velene xoxo

Confession of the day:

There are times when I’m tempted to pick up my phone and hit up all the people I don’t talk to anymore just to let them know I haven’t forgotten about them or to see how they’re doing, but then I do myself a favour and save myself the awkwardness.

BE STRONG now because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever. 

WOW. Today has been somewhat a busy but amazing day! :D I hope you all are well too?

Went to do so much errands and most importantly, accomplished them all too!

Feeling like a lazybum... so I shall dot everything!

So today's schedule was pretty much:

- errands-errands-errands
- lunch at Ikeaaaaa :)
- erands-erands
- went back home to drop some stuffs off
- errands-errands
- finally done!
- mum then was like, "I'm freaking exhausted, ceebs cooking, let's eat dinner outside!" Waited for daddy to finish his work... then off we went!
- and guess where we went?....... FREO aka Fremantle XDD Haven't been there in yonks! So we were really excited to go there to have FISH AND CHUPS ;)
- Obviously, we went to our favourite restaurant of all time - Cicerello's! And we ordered heaps... it was like a feast!
We ordered 2 plates of Traditional Fish and Chips, 2 plates of Crumbed garfish and chips and 2 plates of Deluxe seafood chowder...... we legitly coudn't even finish them.... it was insane... we're so fulll.... and it wasn't even halfway of the plate yet XP so we were like you know what, just eat all the fish and finish the soups then we're all good, just leave those chips behind cos they're carbs and VERY fulling! But bro was like, "nah I'm a man", "I could finish it all" and "I like my chips" blahblahblah... in the end, he actually did! Bravo on him haha! XD
- At the start we were like oh and also get dessert afterwards, that's what we said. But after the "feast", we were like eurghhh can't fit anymore in our stomach, so we got gelato instead and have it while we walk around the scenic nature :DD And the wind was really strong too, thus wasn't able to take a snapshot of our awesome icecreams lmaooo :P
- Pretty much spent the rest of the afternoon walking around the beach and boat harbour and took some pictures! Check them out below! :) *in no particular order too XD*

 da so-called deluxe seafood chowder... was so goooood!

 

Hope you enjoy those pictures! :D

PS. I know I'm superrr lame at taking perfect pictures x.x

Moreover, keep your heads up here in these coming few days... more posts like this will be posted.... cos... *drum rolls* roadtrip is coming ahead :D YAY!... especially tomorrow!!

Love,
Velene xoxo

If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever.